Renee Cram - OCD

Little voice inside my head says Renee
I've got a game for you and you're obliged to play
I know you won't enjoy it but if you don't compete
Then the lives of everyone you love will be complete

Locking windows just to make it right
If I mess up I'll lose them overnight
I keep turning off and on my light
I know it's crazy but I'm still in fright

Irrational, maybe
It's hard to tell lately
I'm trying not to listen
But you're stronger than me
You know my weaknesses
I try but I can't resist
I know you could be wrong
But I'm afraid

I can't escape compulsions
There's too much I could lose
I'm fucked because I listen
But I don't feel I can choose
You've won already and you
You've found what I can't defy
My hands are bleeding
But it's too late now for me to try

Surrender everything you want for me
You know the consequences if you try to flee
Don't fool yourself, you're never gonna be free
You hate me but you need me, I'm you're OCD

Irrational, maybe
It's hard to tell lately
I'm trying not to listen
But you're stronger than me
You know my weaknesses
I try but I can't resist
I know you could be wrong
But I'm afraid

I can't escape compulsions
There's too much I could lose
I'm fucked because I listen
But I don't feel I can choose
You've won already and you
You've found what I can't defy
My hands are bleeding
But it's too late now for me to try

I'm the only one that keeps you safe
I'm not sure I can trust, can you give me a break
Going on without me is a mistake
But how can I believe you with the mess you make
I'm keeping you breathing (You're keeping me hostage)
You can't be mad at me (I hate that you're with me)
Before you were so hopeless (Before I had my freedom)
Now you're safety's guaranteed (Now I'm drowning undersea)
I know your weaknesses
You try but you can't resist
You can't go on without me, you're afraid

I can't escape compulsions
There's too much I could lose (I'm not in control)
I'm fucked because I listen
But I don't feel I can choose (I've given more than my all)
You've won already and you
You've found what I can't defy (Just leave me alone)
My hands are bleeding
But it's too late now for me to try

Written by:
Renee Cram

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