Johansen - Idk I Hate Me

I think i'm better alone, but I know that shit ain't good for me
I been hiding my emotions, those are things you shouldn't see
Yea the end has been in motion
I feel like i'm on an ocean
Waving back and forth but look at me, yea i'm still devoted
I don't want a drink that's a Tito's potion
Ou you smell real good, is that brand new lotion?
Yea I know you got hoes but I don't really care
Yea I just need validation, treat me like a token
All these fucking words, hope you think i'm joking
I'm impulsive when I talk and that means misspoken
I don't really like to talk cause then I start choking
Yea all of these songs you can hear I'm broken
Yea let go of me if you need
Yea I just need some more time to breathe
Yea my thoughts have to set me free
I just wanna be me
I just wanna be me
Oh I just wanna be me
When will all these thoughts leave
When will I be happy
Waiting for the day
Waiting just to hear what you gotta fucking say
I know that you're there and I know you'll hear everything
I know you don't care and I know you have better things to do
Than torment my life
Character development
Using all these excuses nigga, you cannot level it
Keep saying that you better well I guess this gon' settle it
Yea always stressing over niggas that I know will never fucking hit (Yea)
Looking in the mirror seeing who the devil is (Yea)
I'm hearing these voices but I know they're separate (Yea)
Be my fucking nigga then use me for benefits (Yea)
Fucking on a white bitch, I think her name Evelyn (Yea)
Fuck up on her friend yea
This feel like the end yea
I just mix the Tito's with whatever's in my fridge yea

Written by:
Johansen Reyes Castillo

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