J. LOREE & Stife - RESIDUE

I don't wanna bring back pain, I remember
All of that well, was trapped in hell's center
Tell me who sent ya, my angel, my friend
My plug, my drug dealer, with me 'til the end
Lament, "I must heal ya"
That's what she whispered to me
Here's how she did this to me
She sends a vision through me
She plants that seed inside my head
I can't think straight, I need my meds
Too weak to live, too scared to die here
Always reminded, I'm soaked in my tears

Holding on to what I know
They don't know how dark it gets

I need change, I need peace
I can't find either, help me out of this well I've fallen into
Just give me, five minutes of your time and accept my dime
That last hit, I'll be next in line
For the residue, yeah the residue
She was the greatest thing you ever knew
For the residue, yeah, the residue
Until there's barely any human left of you

Trying to think back, when did this all change?
Feeling trapped in this addict's game
Put a spark to this lighter fluid on high octane
Trying to - piece together how this trauma shaped my brain
You make it harder to do it, hardly lucid, hard to the touch
I can't move it, a harder life only made for harder mothafuckin' music
So it wasn't in vain, it wasn't useless
Years of telling myself I'm just a nuisance
Every day it gets so much harder to do this
Every day it gets so much harder to do this
There's pain in my breath, blood in my mucus
A life well lived received love that wasn't ruthless

Holding on to what I know
They don't know how dark it gets

For the residue, yeah the residue
She was the greatest thing you ever knew
For the residue, yeah the residue
Until there's barely any human left of you

Written by:
Christopher Stewart, Ferdinand John Sager, Jeremiah Loree, Kalon Williams

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