Goody Le Pew & DELiTE - Numb

(You see DELiTE on the beat)
All this substance in my system now it's hard to focus
These rappers bogus boy I swarm them like some locust
Ya'll some jokers peep my poker face no I ain't phased
This my Magnum Opus
I hope they don't approach us cuz they end up sad and hopeless
It doesn't matter watch them scatter
When I shatter ya'll to pieces
I just eat the beat like Reese's but this beat ain't got no leases (I see DELiTE)
Speaking with my demons lately maybe that's the reason
I been feeling like I need it best believe that I repeat it
Cuz my brain say take another but my heart say let it go
Is it me or the drugs talking baby I don't know
Feel like I'm loosing all control
Cuz I get high when I feel low
And I'm addicted to that feeling that I get when I'm alone
I try to numb the pain
I'm tired of everything
I'm sick of feeling like I never mattered anyway
Nobody see you hurting
Like every single day hey
I'm guessing this depression must be here to stay
I try to numb the pain
I'm tired of everything
I'm sick of feeling like I never mattered anyway
Nobody see you hurting
Like every single day hey
I'm guessing this depression must be here to stay
I can't relax cuz I feel I'm under pressure that's a fact
Cuz I'm just being me but this anxiety comes with attacks
I can't escape from this darkness I keep on running regardless
These fucking voices make my choices but I made you a promise
I keep on trying so
When I feel like dying I get numb
I get high but this pain it won't go back to where it's from
Do they see my true colors even though I'm always blue
I get lost inside my thoughts until I don't know what to do
I try to pull myself together
But I must be missing pieces
And these drugs they make it better
Until my hopelessness increases
All this liquor that I'm downing got me drowning
I got so many problems I lost track of counting
I try to numb the pain
I'm tired of everything
I'm sick of feeling like I never mattered anyway
Nobody see you hurting
Like every single day hey
I'm guessing this depression must be here to stay
I try to numb the pain
I'm tired of everything
I'm sick of feeling like I never mattered anyway
Nobody see you hurting
Like every single day hey
I'm guessing this depression must be here to stay
I've been feeling crazy empty numb
It's been worse lately cuz I feel none
When you battle yourself there's nowhere to run
So I give up fuck it I'm done
I been lost in my mind for quite some time
So I get high to try to hide
The pain inside when I wanna die
Cuz it's all pointless so why do I try
I'm just delaying the inevitable it's incredible
How haters obsess over you
Always stressing you and everything that you do
It's all hate on the news we're always at war
It's nothing new
We're in an age of hate violence and race
Wars and plague
Everyone's offended gotta watch what you say
And I got a D.A. trying to put me away
It's all negativity
And I'm surrounded by it
I'm defined by rage and hate
And fueled by violence
I'm at war with my demons
I'm a slave to addiction
And I'm screaming in my head
But nobody is listening
I try to numb the pain
I'm tired of everything
I'm sick of feeling like I never mattered anyway
Nobody see you hurting
Like every single day hey
I'm guessing this depression must be here to stay
I try to numb the pain
I'm tired of everything
I'm sick of feeling like I never mattered anyway
Nobody see you hurting
Like every single day hey
I'm guessing this depression must be here to stay

Written by:
Andrew Goodrich, Matthew Peltier

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