The Night - Force It

I don't wanna force it on you
You back on this bullshit
I asked you to quit it
You said you was finished
You flying around
And playing these games
Like this is some quidditch
You did it you lost me
It's costly
Exhausting
I feel like I'm frothing
I lost it
Fuck
My mind can not process my feelings towards you
So everytime I make a move it's closer to you
Why?
You can not decide
I said it was fine
It's not really fine
This game is designed
For me to fail
Every single time
Relapsed in time
Reliving your lines
It's crazy I wanna detach
But I don't want to leave
So I roll up my sleeves
I'm toughing it out
It's breaking me down
Won't let it play out
I'm making a move
You don't make a sound
It comes back around
I should let it go
The weight of you is heavy on me
Pressure on me
Like some anti gravity
It's sad to see
Plus my mind is detached from my body
I feel translucent
So impudent
You are fluent
In the language of
Lacking love
Call up Cupid
He can't save us now
Your actions aren't loud
They are quiet
Are you trying to move in silence?
I've been suffering in silence
I've been screaming out in silence
I don't like it
Why can't you understand
I'm losing myself
I really need help
But I deny all the hands in front me
Self destruct like a kamikaze
Come with me
We can be lovers forever
I don't wanna force it on you
I just wanna be the one to love you
I don't wanna force it on you
I just want to be the one to love you
You say your unbothered
You're bothering me
You leave for some hours
It feels like some days
Of infinite pain
Should put it to rest
And simply accept
Our feelings
Just aren't the same
Some shit I detest
If I put my feelings out there I will regret
It's fucking embarrsing I feel so exposed
So let's raise a toast
I'll drink it away
I'll wash of the pain
I'll watch it all fade
And watch it return
We rinse and repeat
So let's not speak
It'll hurt for a while
I'm sure to recover one
I'm sure I'll be okay one day
I just wanna be the one to love you
When I speak to you
It's like I've hurt you somehow
I just wanna be the one to love you
But I feel deserted by you
I don't wanna force it on you
You force it on me
Every time we speak no
I don't wanna force it on you
I just wanna be the one to love you
Love you
I don't wanna force it on you
I just wanna be the one to love you

Written by:
Ajani Holland

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