Chandra - friend a

Staring at this girl so long, I missed the whole venue
Would've been real tragic if you didn't think I liked you
Everybody stares at you and everybody looks at you
And everybody tries to make impressions that can't last with you
Everybody tryna get your number, it's annoying you
How come I'm the only one who actually gets to bother you and
Body you
Dancing in the rain I was daydreaming bigger things
Lord help now if I fuck her I would buy a ring
Concert on the castle hill with shorty on the mic to sing
Backstage performance hitting moves I thought I'd never make
Holding in their laughs when I show them all the songs I made
Brightside is, it don't matter when if you finish it
Telling all the homies made another song don't give a shit
They just wanna wait till I'm a millionaire and split then
Clouted cause they knew me then
Just cause I'm in pictures with you doesn't mean you still a thing
If I had to guess I'd say a quarter of you represents, a tenth of all my family friends
Safe to say I lost the other ninth in stupid arguments
Tried to keep it friendly but our friendliness was complicated
If I hold her hand then the sex is close to bargaining
It's different when you seeing eye to eye with no more fraudulence but
I can't keep relationships too long before they try to end
It's always me and I can't seem to break off such a lonely trend
If I didn't fucking write i would've bottled up a 1000 sins
A dub for you's a loss for me but I don't really care who wins
You the only one I'm putting forth on my accomplishments
I probably would've suffered on my breath and would've died with them
Sometimes I just think too much, don't tell nobody what I think
Maybe I've just mixed too much my ego with my confidence
Love is just too seasonal to ever get a grip on
Snow comes in heavy keep each other warm we cuddle more
Windows shaking from the bed frame or the winter storms, whatever comes
The season switch, we switching course
Spring coming down but the beauty starts to take a toll
True colors show once she opens a little more
Wearing shit I never seen her buy or even ask me before
She ain't got a job so I'm wondering where the cash is from
Everybody wondering where I am, I can't tell them that
Come for me I'd have to make excuses I'm not coming back
Loneliness is not a destination it's a habitat
Once you're there, your body hits a switch and it's on full attack
Wish I knew my future fucking plans so I could plan for that
College taking too much of my time and I can't relax
Burdening my homies with my problems swear I'll pay it back
All this fucking pressure on my head, I hope my neck don't snap
This ain't nothing bigger than a small business
Loving it, loving it
Fell down twice and I'm still slipping
Got good grip and I'm still slipping
Life's so good and I'm still slipping
I'm fucking loving it, loving it
So fucking loving it

Written by:
Chandra Chunduru

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