ghosts and leviathans - paranoia

Life's a ball of string
And I am tangled up in it
I bear fangs when you raise your fists
Show your cards, cause I'm bored of this
Paranoia, new emotion
I cast spells for your devotion
Bright red anger, what commotion!
I swing my arms in a backwards motion
Life's a stick of glue
I try to free myself from you
But it's like no matter what I do
You're always in the room
Paranoia, says I'm broken
Inside my brain, with such devotion
I love yous, remain unspoken
Cause on the love, I keep on choking
Boys pull silly faces
They're not funny, but I know to fake it
Now that's six months gone and wasted
Because I was too much of a coward to face it
Chronic fear - my first emotion
I pay my respects in every moment
Sitting on a bust up sofa
Ask shyly when you think you're going
"I saw this girl on TikTok saying that therapy isn't enough
I need to bare knuckle fight my ex, one on one...
Because that motherfucker, had me feeling so, fucking, paranoid!"
Life's a work of art
But you pissed on the canvas in the dark
You were drunk and a thorn in my side
I won't forgive you even when I die
Left me standing in the corner
He's no good for me, I told her
When, really, I think I'm warning myself
But I can't go to myself for help

Written by:
Matthew Deane

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