NIEN - Color blind

Wish I could look you in the eye
You fake a smile and posted highlights of your final days
You left me hurt and terrified
Though I can't blame you for turning a blind eye
Life can get uncertain looking through a filter
Tunnel vision, no more mission
You decide to say goodbye
Wish that I knew why
You haunt me and I can't find the answer
Wonder what it is I'll find
Feel like I'm left behind, but I'll try
But I don't know why
Its not my duty to therapize
My mental health I didn't want to sacrifice
It was a parallel and lonesome fight, we tried
Learned my boundaries and wonder if that's right
I unfollowed you one day
Soon after you got away
To a better place, I guess you escaped
Won't forget about you
I Know the rumours are true
Life's worth it, I know it
You will never understand
That a bad day is not the end
Hope I'll learn why
Every day again I wonder
Why'd I make it here alone
I cut out the black and white thinking
full commitment to my growth
Final days and final hours
Of a child that's meant to shine
She would want me to get better
Instead of turning color blind
Wish I knew
I don't know why

Written by:
Nienke Deijle

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