Kill-A-Flowz - Notepad III

Shit,
Which on I'm on?
Three? fuck it
Whatever comes to mind
Just gone get wrote down
With my mind everywhere on this pad
I'm looking up in this world starting noticing
Bad
I want it to be better just because im a dad
It's nothing to feel emotion cause every day is A drag
You Waking up and do the same routine
That 6 to 6 is a nightmare
But you're leading a team
But is it worth it?
Sometimes we cannot look beyond the Surface
Cause deep down we're damaged
And we know it's not worth it
I failed many times than I have won
They ain't notice that
All they see is that I look good
And they be judging that
If I look like what I been through
They'll ask me questions
But I stroll through it
And never even mention my
Curses
I'm not perfect
Never will I ever try to
Be that
You see that?
Admitting that im
Human don't need feed back
I fucked up along the way
Through my decisions
Decided to correct me
Wrongs inside my prisons
My mind been caged
For a while
But now I'm free
I opened this note pad
Still releasing a Beast
That one freestyle
And
I'm swearing I'm needing
It like therapy
Still don't give a damn
About nothing
Like what's
The nerve of him?
Trying to get back
To when I had it all
But I fail, and hit the ground
And lost the piece of it
All
I'm Piecing it back together
Now my love life's great
How many can say that
You're not the vision
You hate?
I'm learning to love again
But i won't give this up
I've opened my heart again
And I won't close back up
I'm giving it to the world
I can't sum this up
But that virus that has been
Stricken to the world
Do sucks
Lost people to covid
Lost some to depression
Lost some that's battling cancer
With no blessings
Stay wide wake with my
Demons
I'm smoking to go to sleep
And I'm Drowning them with this
Wine As you watch me sink
Battles has been crazy
I'm praying through them at least
The universe guiding me
As the closer I reach the peak
But let me say this
I got a support system
Thats been backing me
Shout out to my squad
Yeah my Block Messiah family
To my daughters
Ka'maury and Asia
I will do this till we make it
Understand it's not easy
Only see you through the screen
With no physical touch Has been draining
But here I go
On this road
Losing control again
Yeah
But it's time to get
This money
While its going good
I put That on the hood
Put that on the hood
Better hope You understand
That I am the man
And I Got another Plan
Got Another plan
They call me on Demand
Do this for my fans
Caught me drifting to
The past It won't ever last
Got to put it all on blast
This won't ever Last
Make em all just Kiss my ass
That would make Me laugh
And they steady talking Trash
Get put through the glass
Better hope that I don't blast
If they make me Mad
Let's complete this task
Switch it to Advance
Got to watch me as I brag
How I Hit this dance
You don't even want to go and tangle
With a beast
I'm in my bag Bro
Then I creep
Ain't no more Pain bro
As I speak
I Wear a halo
In my Sleep
This with a Rifle
Challenging All of my Idols
Put it All on my Bible
That I'm Going for the Title
Got to play This shit
On tidal
Shooting With non
Of my eyes Closed
Switching It back to a psycho
With A whole other Style
I'm a just Wild out
What's hating?
Never will I Be a has been
Being real till my casket
You ain't first You are last then
And I'm gone
Bitch

Written by:
Michael Holloway

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