Zora Montague - state of mind

Can't affect me when i'm in a depression state of mind
I hope you know that I'm hurting because of what you did
Sometimes I lay down in my backyard, waiting for the universe to give me a sign
Maybe you wouldn't know me how I know me, I'm just a scared little kid
It feels like I can't breathe, I can only cry
But the one I need to hold me is the source of all my pain
The world watches me with a heavy heart, knowing I wish I could die
Stressed out about things I can't control
Reminds me of my feelings when the announcer on the radio let it loose that Roe V. Wade had been overturned
I wish sometimes I could go back to London, get lost in the chaos
So many times I wished it could all go away, being happy is way too much to ask
Do you know what else is too much to ask? Finding someone who won't hurt you like everyone else
Thinking maybe I should lower my expectations?
Can't affect me when i'm in a depression state of mind
I hope you know that I'm hurting because of what you did
Sometimes I lay down in my backyard, waiting for the universe to give me a sign
Maybe you wouldn't know me how I know me, I'm just a scared little kid
It feels like I can't breathe, I can only cry
But the one I need to hold me is the source of all my pain
The world watches me with a heavy heart, knowing I wish I could die
I'm sitting here but I don't know what to say to make it all go away, am I going insane?

Written by:
Zora Montague

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