Nick Austin - Okay Or Not

No signal, HDMI 2, half a red bull didn't do shit, ooo
Gray clouds and the wind blows, while I turn a free couch to a coffin, boo-hoo
I'm just nauseous, honest, I feel like I keep watching me live my life too cautious
Godless, I'm like a martian a little lost, telling himself that he's an artist and this is part of It
Well I'm on to it I've been lawless in my brain with the cost of it, I'm in awe of it
All the thoughts rubbing me the wrong way, still I better believe in what the fuck I'm Doing out here in the first place
God was it always the fact that I never could tell what was real and what's not that Keeps me out the loop
Or there's nothing to be on the outside of cause I created the loop in my head to begin With
And I know, results of the way that I'm running in place
Yeah, I know, propelled by mistakes, my direction's the same
Trying to comfort myself with the pace
I'm lying to myself to get through the race
I bury the shame, but here I'm the same
Celestial driftwood just floating in space
I'm lying if I say I'm always okay
But I'm lying if I say I'm not
Comfort in knowing the way that I work is enough to get me to rely on me, okay or not
Are you okay or not
Are you okay or not
Are you okay or not
Are you okay or not (Are you okay or not)
Are you okay or not (Are you okay or not)
Conditioned to feel that I'm guilty for confidence, man I do that shit a lot
Still feel unworthy of all my exhaustion but somethings been telling me lately that really I'm not
I feel like the moment of clarity I have been searching for happened and already Dropped
I used to say my life's a joke but what's funny is that shit ain't even the funny part
All of these people still dragging their knuckles, the fuck would you know about life or The meaning of God
Everything's gonna be fine, you don't know that
What else I don't know is it won't, Ah
Mind and my matter are not separate substances
Something like oo it's been up to me, got you
Take comfort in knowing I never had choices to start with, I promise that I will catch up To you
I just know something will happen that's horrible
How do you know, because it hasn't happened yet
I can't unwind I just only unravel and revel in all of the things that don't matter yet
Trying to be like the rest of you while I so happen to be here, my time it is spent
Born on this earth without being consulted and leaving without my consent
I know, results of the way that I'm running in place
Yeah, I know, propelled by mistakes, my direction's the same
Trying to comfort myself with the pace
I'm lying to myself to get through the race
I bury the shame, but here I'm the same
Celestial driftwood just floating in space
I'm lying if I say I'm always okay
But I'm lying if I say I'm not
Comfort in knowing the way that I work is enough to get me to rely on me, okay or not
Are you okay or not
Are you okay or not
Are you okay or not
Are you okay or not (Are you okay or not)
Are you okay or not (Okay or not)

Written by:
Nicholas Misiano

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