Nick Austin - Stages

So how could we forget about the last time
You've been on my mind like you're a pastime
I'm like way too fucked up in my head, it's out of synch
Set up shop on last threads, just let me think
If we're really close to closure, if it's really fucking over
Then tonight this shot's for you, I swallow pride with all these drinks
I feel like I'm the only one who wonders how we got here
(How we got here)
I feel like you're the one who's always tryna keep us locked here
(Tryna keep us locked here)
I feel like I'm the only one who's restless cause you're not there
Cause I feel like I'm the one who gets the blame when you, you disappear
You disappear
I wish things had just stayed on track
And I miss things like they were, wish we could go back
Cause I say things that you see now as attacks
And my thoughts are just another way to prove what you grab (yeah, yeah)
I miss things that I can't get back (no,no)
And I miss you, and I miss what we had
All these things, they roll around in my head
Man, I can't sleep in this bed, why the fuck you been how you been
Life in different stages, that's my future you had shook, that's all it took
(That's all it took, that's all it took)
That's on two different pages might as well be different books, I know that look
When you hide shit and I ask you, you keep saying shit like I'm mad at you
I just want honesty, and man honestly, I'm not so patient now, I just think probably
That you consciously make all the wrong moves like you're tryna leave
But you need me to pull the trigger first so you can make me out to be the bad guy when You don't wanna be
Well God damn
Make no mistake, I see you
It's been too long and you've been gone even though you're here it's not the same and I Just don't believe you
It just feels wrong, what we do
It's off and on so it's so long, I don't belong in the way I'm caught in the way you think I Need you
Yeah, yeah, fuck you think this is
Like every time I see you it's like who the fuck you with
You start in with that bullshit like I need to get a grip
Make it my fault like you do and blame myself for how you live
Now there's nothing left to give
(Now there's nothing left to give)
How's the right thing feel so wrong, given everything you did
I do, I do, I got a handle on this fifth, here's to everything you hid
Oo yeah, here's to consequences
Here's to learning from the wasted fucking time and here's to my defenses
To coming to my senses
Moving on and killing all the tensions
To no more on the fences
So here's to all the lessons
And here's to new impressions
And here's to answered questions
And here's to new depressions
This one's for your confessions
Here's to finally resting
No longer your possession
So here's to my progression
I know that you got all these things up on your mind but you don't really give a fuck
I wonder if you ever gave a fuck
Well guess what, I don't give a fuck now

Written by:
Nicholas Misiano

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