Lil Beanie Baby9 - I'm Lost

Is all a long story we gon keep it short though
Ey uh ey yeah hmmm uh yeah uh
Have to learn to love myself, I'm still working at it
A functional dependent, I'm a working addict
I laugh behind the pain, yeah I try to mask it
Biggest character flaw? How I remain static
If I look into the mirror, my reflection'll shatter
The glass couldn't be clearer, it's imitating my pattern
I am tattered and torn, just like my old notebook
When'd my strait & straight curve turn into a coat hook?
I'm lost
Talking like another person is inside of me
I'm wondering which is the one that likes to lie to me
If I point him out, would he say bye to me?
Either way I'll be lonely, oh what an irony
It's fine with me
Grew up in a place with nobody to vent to, whenever shit's getting wild
I go cry in my bedroom, but still nobody can hear it
Suffice it to say, it seems my only grace is I can make it a lyric
Lay it over a beat, all with delivery peerless
then allow it to leak so finally somebody hears it
Once prayed to the spirit, left with my glass half empty
Now I pray to the spirits, at least they fill me plenty (But)
How can I love you, when I cant love myself
Each day I wake up, wishing I'm someone else
How can I love you, when I cant love myself
Each day I wake up, Each day I wake up
Wishing I was someone else
I threw my coins in the well
I put my eggs in one basket and I hoped they would sell
I was hoping you could tell that I've been dreaming of this
Ever since a little kid eating gari and chips
Ever since I saw my mom being to beaten to bits
Let's talk about the good times, I believe they exist
But not a one'll come to mind, how memories play tricks
I'm lost
Talking like another person is inside of me (Who?)
I'm wondering which is the one that likes to lie to me (It's him)
If I point him out, would he say bye to me? (Nah)
Either way I'll be lonely, oh what an irony
It's fine with me (But)
How can I love you, when I cant love myself
Each day I wake up, wish I'm someone else

Written by:
diana baffor

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