Molly, for Now - Sarah

I've tried so long to write the right song
To right us prolonged, a rite for my wrongs
I was wrong, filled with an empty rage
Now we share comparative blame despite age
We were older in time, but our minds set free
Holding on resentment on the reset, see
I was never gonna be your Pan who believed
Hoping we would never land, I tried my Darling
Feigned, detained, romance we tried to framed
Your family I lost, now visually stained
"What the kids called" early on you coined our game
Together, synonymous, it kept us sane
Oh, Little Prince still left the little prints
On a wound impossible to rinse
If I just had any sort of sense
Wouldn't have drowned in some ignorance
You were my dream girl, you were my whole world
You were every single color in a 'bow swirl
Found a blessing to have had you for them two long years
And I was trippin' when I flipped over them few cold beers
So lost in your breakfast on a workday morning
Drivin' to your crib to fulfill my longin'
An actress with dreams more than I could ever be
Your path is white coated now, staged with a changed degree
How could you ever hate our coffee shop rendezvous?
If I hated you, little brother still loved you
And with my big bro I missed to say
Angel, you looked absolutely perfect on his wedding day
And even when I tried to grind with The Twins Alright
The other Sarah knew precisely where I set my sights
Mixed with passion and depression, stepped time to pace
I knew all of my errors, kept them close to your waist
Laid a keychain with Peter and Jack for your door
You gave me all your heroes but you needed me more
And what made us so blinded? Couldn't see it before
But complacence had us rotting at the core

I hope that our portrait ain't met with disdain
I hope that our memories aren't just pain
Some days I take solace in saying your name
And I hope that one day baby you'll do the same
I'm in a better place, I'm in a better place
I'm in a state where I feel I can wear my face
Lovin' my fam'ly, that wasn't the case
You spent all those hours, as ours, my place
Wish that our base was emotionally stable
Wish my headspace was more mentally able
Our fable was labeled unstable from cradle
Our Playbill unable to make it to cable
You brought to the table a drug I enabled
Your eyes, almost hazel, betrayed--I was Abel
Enclosed in a gable, we nearly were fatal
But hey "bell", I paid well, and prayed well, became well
And Sarah, I took it too far
The moment, too frightened to stay in my car
And I'd take it all back, but we're too torn apart
And I'm proud of where both of us are
Still, the future miss me won't feel the gravity
Or the apathy had by me from our youthful cavity
Master of the script, but I couldn't muster all of it
Couldn't grasp the shape of wit, with you I mostly sputtered shit
And finally with ink and grit, I'm ready say
From directions on the legend that frayed us away
Sarah, all I've ever wanted at the end of the day
Is to say we're okay...

Try to find you another time when the light don't seem so rare
Seen my life through electric eyes but you won't recognize him
The rain, well it dont seem to fall, and these rings
Well, they're only for calls; four missed calls since then
The billboards, they just stay the same, and this whole town remembers your name

Written by:
Miguel Ladrillono, Zachary Swanner

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