Wavvyspice01 - Varying Conditions Pt. II

Varying conditions
This is is what I'm livingg
No matter what I say
It'll all just stay the same
If I don't change how I'm living

I'm too freely giving naw
I'm attracting all these women
I attract the broken kind
It's fucking wit my mind
At this point it's my decision

Bad bitches my religion oh
Better find a new religion
They suck energy & joy
They play with me like toys
Fuck you toxic women
I pour my heart out
Will you listen oh
Pour my heart out
Will you listen no
In a way it's all my fault
I tried to have it all
But you wouldn't listen
Varying conditions
Varying conditions oh oh

I couldn't hold space for myself
So how could I hold space for you
I was stuck &
I didn't know how to continue
Here I am thinking Of the things that I do
Not in a sense of beating myself down
Or wanting you
Just admitting that I can be wrong
I am human too
You held space fa me
But I abandoned you
Instead of sharing my triggers and fear
I held it all in
Until I had to disappear
Now we can't even be friends
Who would have known
My bad decisions would lead me here
Here I am & I have no regrets or fears
It's just time I admit
The part I played in it
I grew a softer heart
Now I love you from a far
I know we will never go back
But I remember more than scars
This wasn't an act
My best friend you had my heart
I was scared right from the start
Because we both felt ease
When it came to feeling dark

This is what I'm living
I'm finally loving me
The way it's supposed to be
Can't depend on all these women

I'm finally loving me
The way it's supposed to be
I'm growing & I'm living
Varying conditions
Varying conditions yeahhh yeah

Varying conditions
This is what I'm living
If I don't quit it

Varying conditions
This is what I'm living
If I don't quit it

Written by:
Loretta Davis

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