Nick Austin - Mostly

I don't need me a Ferrari, I just want a car that don't break down while I am on the highway
I don't need a million bucks, I just need enough to make it through the month and feed My son
I don't need a fucking mansion, I don't need me no estate
I need peace of mind in knowing that my family will be safe
I don't need my name in lights
I don't need my efforts noticed, I just want to be alright, I just
I just want to sleep
I just want this decade to turn out to be a dream
I just want my momma happy
I just want to feel okay
I'm so fucking sick of drinking tryna take away the pain
Aye-o, aye-o, aye-o
Want that yayo, yayo, yayo
All I hear all god damn day, been blowing through my fucking peso
If I say so then I mean it
The fuck have I been scheming, bleeding for what fucking purpose
I can't breathe it's like I'm leaving
I would trade it all to feel some type of normal
I'm outside of my body, I am trapped inside a portal
This shit feels like a dead-end but my work remains immortal
I just haven't found a way to get myself back to normal
Count my fucking quarters for a cup of my panic
Can't even drink no caffeine
I'm so stressed that I'm manic
I done lost my faith with God
But I pray cause I'm famished
I would rather live a lie than live the truth that I've managed
I don't need me a Ferrari, I just want a car that don't break down while I am on the highway
I don't need a million bucks, I just need enough to make it through the month and feed my son
I don't need a fucking mansion, I don't need me no estate
I need peace of mind in knowing that my family will be safe
I don't need my name in lights
I don't need my efforts noticed, I just want to be alright, I just
I can't juggle these things
I put my plans up on the board and threw a dart at these things
Cause all these options come with some sort of destruction it seems
I'm so tired of feeling guilty for the loss that I bring
Always disappointing someone
I'm too sensitive, see
Too empathetic and sympathetic to care at all about me
Live my life by a design that I have no part in, just breathe
Pretend it's all gonna be fine, believe it's not what it seems
I sit here now in this dark plot, right in this parking spot
And write this out but if I look up I'm still in this parking lot
And nothing will have changed, this is a fleeting escape
This is a temporary fix that I'm convinced I have made
I am a combination of people my mind has chosen to stay
Because the way that I'm feeling now will not attach to my brain
This is a momentary breath when all my air would evade
And stay away from me on purpose cause I'm not what I say
I don't need me a Ferrari, I just want a car that don't break down while I am on the Highway
I don't need a million bucks, I just need enough to make it through the month and feed My son
I don't need a fucking mansion, I don't need me no estate
I need peace of mind in knowing that my family will be safe
I don't need my name in lights
I don't need my efforts noticed, I just want to be alright, I just
I don't need me a Ferrari, I just want a car that don't break down while I am on the Highway
I don't need a million bucks, I just need enough to make it through the month and feed My son
I don't need a fucking mansion, I don't need me no estate
I need peace of mind in knowing that my family will be safe
I don't need my name in lights
I don't need my efforts noticed, I just want to be alright, I just

Written by:
Nicholas Misiano

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