Future Ghost - Feeling Lonely

Alone aren't we
This world is a cold reminder
The money won't hug you back
Cry in the rain so no one can notice
I think about what I ain't did yet
All of the shit that I still regret
When I hustle for dollars to blow a check
It don't make me feel whole at all
When I know that my momma still struggling
When I know that my daddy still broken
Even though that I'm working
It don't make a difference because I'm still hurting inside
All the years that pass me and they still
Passing me by
Texting me back no reply
(Woah woah woah woah)
You don't fuck with me anyway (Look)
All of my life I been playing it safe
Proud of myself for not catching a case
Rapper embracing my fate
Look at myself in the mirror call it disgrace
Succumb to the plight that I face
But I'm still going hard in the paint
Show no restraint
I lost myself a long time ago
So what am I searching for
Expressing myself so soulfully
Hopefully it don't fall on def ears
Wake up to nightmares in my sleep
Heart cold minus twenty degrees
The dark days that you wouldn't believe
Young fades old souls decay
Young fades old souls decay
Only human at the end of day
When I was tested I thought I was strong
I gotta move on and see the day before the dawn
No taking back that the pistol was drawn
Hard to believe a lonely tragedy
I've got to leave
All I can say is "sorry"
Pack it up time to fly away
Forget the past like yesterday
Reflecting back on all the images
Of all the wrong turns and the lessons I learned
Never going back
Felt like a furnace it's dark and hell is hot
This shit is all I got
I gotta make flip take a couple trips
Crossroads where the devil playing tricks
I can't feel my face I'm numb today
Grey clouds and the rainfall
Bad luck no way around it
I can't feel my face I'm numb today
Grey clouds and the rainfall
Bad luck no way around it
Had a lot of soul in my life
Thinking 'bout the times that I barely got by
Never felt whole in my life
Lost in my thoughts then I let my soul fly
Feeling all alone but I try
To find a little peace looking inside
Had to get over this life
Solitude was easy to find
(Solitude was easy to find)
When I was tested I thought I was strong
I gotta move on and see the day before the dawn
No taking back that the pistol was drawn
Hard to believe a lonely tragedy
I've got to leave
All I can say is "sorry"

Written by:
Daren Davis Jr, Patrick Pruitt

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