TopNotch Swave - Breaking my spirit

Yeah
Yeah
Let it breathe real quick
2017 I tried to commit suicide
I never questioned the thought of, what if I do survive
This life I'm living made me hurt I showed it through my eyes
You'd ever asked me how I'm feeling, man the truth I'd hide
It made more sense for me to speak and tell these people lies
Nobody gave a fuck for real they'd assume I'm fine
Called up to God so much but never got him through the line
I reached a point that living sucks so I'd be cool with dying
I put it out here on my tracks for these people to playback
Some people hear it, hit my line, like the fuck would you say that
Don't show that side of you, too many gone hear it and pray that
You hit that point again and next time your life, you can't take back
I got too many riding dawg, that's why too many envy
I do this shit for Tonya, man I do this shit for Brittney
I do this shit for Karter, look I do this shit for Tiffany
Keshawn the reason that I'm rapping and no longer with me
I got to get it, give a damn if these niggas gone hate it
They say the world is yours, so that's why I'm coming to take it
So many told me that they loved me but knew they was faking
You in my corner, but my downfall you patiently waiting
I broke the bread with these niggas, never complained about it
When life would throw us off our path, look i would just reroute it
Told them I got em, looked at them and I could see they doubt it
I went to war for these people I knew was never bout it
Man
See life is such a sitcom with a mix of thriller shows
I never talked to God but I promise lord knows
That if I made it big today, that I would never fold
Told nephew that I'm sorry for the pain that I exposed
And If I did succeed in my attempt, that he would grow
Up the same way I did, and watch his heart turn cold
Cause his father ain't around and now his uncle decomposed
Never want to make my family feel that way again or low

Written by:
KaMario Belcher

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