Slurrikain - Been Through It All (feat. N8Unknown, Lico Bandz & Hez)

Xanax sticks can't get no worse than this
Percocets I might not see my kids
On codeine I see it in my piss
Can't get no help I fucked my therapist
I wonder if she meant for me
I'm back on drugs they drowning me
Now I'm rolling I'm stuck in
Need someone to come save me
My brother left a stain he took a bullet to his brain
Can't lie some shit be haunting me
I stayed the same through all this pain
My soul is tucked I can't exchange
I gotta step up and take blame
Hang up don't want you calling me
I want her friend I want 'em all for me
Just look at where I came
Could give two fucks about the fame
Run up my funds get out the game
I feel these drugs ain't working
Paranoid because I'm driving dirty
On a cop I'm taking off
Run fast now I can't stop if I get caught they just might give me thirty
I never learned shit I had no pops
You don't know what this shit cost
And it hurt me they ain't visit me when I first got locked
My brain was stuck up in a box
I was looking at the clock
The streets done scarred me
How my family say they love they ain't speaking to me hardly
I told my son, man I'm sorry
Your momma wasn't careful
All them nights I blamed myself because I fell in love with the devil
I was crashing out
Nigga try me I ain't backing down
Can you tell me the truth fuck the run a round
I ain't squashing no beef til he in the ground
Show the nigga body like lost and found
Xanax sticks can't get no worse than this
Percocets I might not see my kids
On codeine I see it in my piss
Can't get no help I fucked my therapist
I'm like ah
My dad on heroin I wonder if his phone cracked
Smoke all day we be dead by the weekend
Please control your girl when she's around me she be tweaking
Pass out, get up, ass out, tits up
Drink more liquor
We into it quicker
She don't get the picture
I can't be your nigga
More drugs, take em
Tonight I'm seeing satan
Two cups, doubled up it feel like I didn't done enough
Two girls, one a slut
But she can still have fun with us
LSD we took a trip it felt like it was real
She asked for my cup I hope that it don't spill
We crashed she died I tried to grab the wheel (Skrrt)
(I tried to grab the wheel)
The devil in my corner and he tryna make a deal with me
(I don't know how to feel)
Got enemies around me I just pray that the Lord help me
All my sins are mine to blame can't deal with all this pain
Taking pills to numb the pain and my life ain't the same
I just wish the things that used to be had never changed
Now I don't got no chances no more I'm just tryna explain
Better watch yo fucking tone when you speak on my name
Two two three they hit your chest and it goin' leave a stain
Devil tryna make a deal with me I'm going insane
And somehow I feel like the one who deserves all the blame
The pain is so unbearable I just build up my walls
They say the bigger the giant then the harder they fall
Remember times I waited on you but you still never called
Acting like they know but they don't know me at all
Remember at the kickback we was having a ball
Living my life on the edge I just pray that I don't fall
I been through it all
I'm still standing tall
Withstanding it all
(I pray I don't fall, I been thought all)
(I'm still standing tall, withstanding it all)

Written by:
Hezekiah Henry, Lico Bandz, Nate Richardson, Warren Brady Jr

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