Young Zo - Trust Issues

I wanna die
I don't love you
No I don't love you
I'd be a fool if I fucked you
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna get too deep
Cause you know
That I'll really put you to sleep
But why
You really cry like every other night
And you make a nigga wanna die
I had thoughts of suicide
You got me stuck
Stuck in all these ways
Only hit me up because you know you want a taste
Ima keep on telling myself all these things
I was always staying in my own lane
Like I don't feel the pain
You hit me up and tell me I'm the one you always blame
Now I just left a stain
In your life
Hurt me fucked me up but you know I ain't finna call you wife
It ain't right
It ain't right I shed the light
Cause I know you just want this pipe
It ain't right
It ain't right
Usually you gonna keep on telling me these things
You say I'm willing
but I know that I'm never gon change
Cause too much information really overwhelms your brain
Overwhelm your brain
Overwhelm your brain
Overwhelm your brain
Girl you fucked my life up
And I know it gets tough
Like why
Like why
Like why
Looking back at all these better days
I was growing up
I knew I was just better raised
By my father that's the Nigga that I'll always praise
And if you got something to say
Then say it to my Fucking face
That's the way that we was raised
Coming up in this life
Growing up it was hard yeah it always ain't right
We was little
We was just trynna look for the light
But couldn't find it
That's the reason why we's looking for time
To do anything that we always have
And it was sad
but you know we was just feeling bad
Like fuck this shit
you know we really look up to our Fucking dad
Yeah we look up to our Fucking dad
An if I talk about his life
You know it's sad
I don't wanna be the reason
Why he keeps going back
I'm trynna show him the future that it gets brighter
Everyday and that's the reason why I'm pulling these all nighters
I keep thinking everyday
If I keep blinking you won't stay
I just need you on this earth
And I'm not trynna live without you it feels worse
And I need you in my life I can't live it's a curse
Man it's rough
And I need to smoke this blunt until it's done
Cause that's the only thing that make this pain go numb
So please don't take this the wrong way
I always told you some wrong things
And you took it in the wrong place
I didn't wanna hurt
Because your were always the one that I'm gonna put first
Helped me at my worst
Yeah you helped me at my worst

Written by:
Alonzo Menchaca

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