bnichxls - Angry at God

I'm finding myself getting angry at God
He took you away, now I'm crying in this parking lot
I'm doing everything I can to keep you here
I don't know what else to say, but I love you, dear
I'm finding myself getting angry at God
He took you away, now I'm crying in this parking lot
I'm doing everything I can to keep you here
I don't know what else to say, but I love you, dear
Angry at God, angry at God
Asking for forgiveness, for my façade
Always acting way, way better than I am
Always asking him to do whatever he can
I'm tryna prove myself to the both of you
So maybe then you'll come back and let me show you
I am the man you want and need
I can change everything
I promise you I am not the same
It wasn't much to ask for me to change
Maybe if I fix this, God won't hate me
And we can work towards, having our baby
You're my true love I wanna, wanna get married
I'm not good at love songs, but its all I'm writing lately
God took you away, I don't know how to cope
I'm getting fed up with all this pain, don't tell the pope
This whole act is so cliché, yeah you know the trope
You're the noose around my neck, cause I couldn't find a rope
Cause I'm finding myself getting angry at God
He took you away, now I'm crying in this parking lot
I'm doing everything I can to keep you here
I don't know what else to say, but I love you, dear
I'm finding myself getting angry at God
He took you away, now I'm crying in this parking lot
I'm doing everything I can to keep you here
I don't know what else to say, but I love you, dear
I love you dear, I hold you near
Whisper all my secrets, into your ear
I can't let you get away, you know too much
So to cope I'm in my bedroom, turning bottles up
I don't know how to do life without you
Cause I been banking on spending life right next to you
You're one of a kind, I can't find another you
But it don't matter, cause I never wanted to
Dealing with my emotions, all the wrong ways
Thinking 'bout how I acted, fills me up with rage
Why the hell did God make me this way?
Haven't talked in a while, got some things I wanna say
I'm sorry for always acting childish
I apologize for always leaving you smile-less
I never brought you flowers, and for that, I'm sorry
I wish that we could look at the night sky, all starry
Cause I'm finding myself getting angry at God
He took you away, now I'm crying in this parking lot
I'm doing everything I can to keep you here
I don't know what else to say, but I love you, dear
I'm finding myself getting angry at God
He took you away, now I'm crying in this parking lot
I'm doing everything I can to keep you here
I don't know what else to say, but I love you, dear

Written by:
Brennen Nichols

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