Lu Sid - Estranged//111 Days

This that pistol that never jam
Caught wind of my nigga, set a plan
"If I ever hit for some Bands You'll be Paid" I left my mind in my wallet
What else is new though, but the cuts, I'm on Bushido
Respects served to soldiers who died in the field
I used to wake up every morning at five for the krill
And now it wakes me and I'm on it, sometimes
I don't know better than never resting except
When my head is left in a mess and where you think I run with it?
Back to a pen and pad? feels like solitary confinement when I'm in the lab
Oh I understood the assignment
I'm just feeling sad for other rappers that gotta deal with that, killing fads
Mission is the skrill but moving work don't make you real
If life's a roller coaster spending paper is the thrill
Can't ignore it you feel, spend accordingly for real
Channel surfing in the crib, can't afford to even chill
And I was often off a pill playing PS3
Pushing work I'm on the Xbox, DS, Please
One month I made enough to get some VST's
Next month I sold the same thing in 3 Less weeks
Now this where shit gets deep
I be drifting when I get bored it's a couple things to release
When I get on mics to record
I'm estranged to family and more due to several gifts that I store
I never ran plays to make mils, now I'm torn
Wanting to hit the the streets and live out my father's remorse
If I never do nothing now, could I ever be Something more
It accompanies mental aches from me cutting a thousand cords
And a second taste of pain when removing my Crown of thorns
What is my issue? Like the pressure don't have a source
Spilling right from the soul till it's healing these mental sores
Lessons that i was forced every second since I was born
Nothing short of a blessing I bled it out to the floor
I write these thoughts in conversation self isolation
What makes me more valuable could sell me from my hatred
But I feel like every peer around me knows that shit is dangerous
But choose it as a means to gain respect, effects? contagious
Villainous, primitive God willing I'm lifting the bar
Sitting with sentiment still send them My simple regards
Fuck with the pressure it's still imminent, limitless odds
Real in my genesis, so given, I give in to cause
Fuck with the pressure it's still imminent limitless odds
Real in my genesis so given, I give in to cause
Just don't know what to do with you now
If only you knew of me now
Gotta hold on
Gotta Hold on me
Just don't know what to do with you now
If only you knew
Gotta hold on
Gotta hold on, me
So it's over now
There's no going back
There's no Going back
Can we, can we
So it's over now
There's no going back
There's no going back
Can we
So it's over now
There's no going Back
There's no going back
Can we, can we
So it's over now
There's no going back
There's no going back
Can we

Written by:
Bryan Henderson

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