AngeliaForLoving - The Girl Of My Dreams

At the age of thirteen, I bet no one would suspect
That I'd become a better person or somebody they'd respect
Well, as it turns out, yeah, they were right to doubt
Because here I am, staring at a girl and my heart pouts
She's perfect, she's clean, I'm no one, I'm just mean
I'm an ant inside the hill and she's the girl of my dreams
She's the image, she's the muse, and all I am is used
Well, of course I'm jealous, we're the exact same girl in different worlds

But tell me when she leaves, will I be given peace
Will I bring in the sunshine while she sits under the trees
Will I stick on the golden hearted band aids on their knees
Am I the one to tell you the advice you dearly need
But if I don't grow leaves
Will you not come to my garden

More and more, it's never enough
I act like I would fight, but I was never tough
A girl who has a story is often seen as lovely
But what if she were boring
A gentle fleet of warriors comes and writhes upon her tears
While I've been stuck here on the sofa
Drowning in my shallow fears
I've tried to be more loveable, but it won't work
They see right through me
Flowers learn to grow alone, but not us, we're so damn needy

If I find a way to make everyone stay
Will I bring back the past and make my memories replay
Will I become your dream just like what you claim
Will I dance with the entities who see me as the same
But if I don't grow leaves
Will you not come to my garden

Written by:
keesha mcfadden

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