Nothing Is Poetic - Madness Returns

I'm coming to terms with
People wanna kill me
People wanna see me in the ground
I make 'em nervous
Is it all worth it
The dress fits perfect, but
What happens if I go missing
I'll need way more than wishing
Deadname a dead body
In the grave, I look gaudy
You're missing the signs yo
I'm way more than Homo
Misgendered after my death
My fam will destroy what I left
Peace is something I earned
But now, the Madness Returns
Not getting the same energy from my friends right before the pandemic
So now I'm force to think and pend on things that churn my stomach
All alone, Nobody wanna hit my phone and
Ask the things that really are tough
At this point I've had enough
I'm closing the world off
Your flirting's a turn off
I think I'm gonna burn out
Maybe pick up the Smirnoff
The world is rough
Half of these fools are fake as fuck
Wanna air it out but I'll seem like a mess
Worst than that, I'll seem like a pest
Infestation in my mind
I find it really hard to find
That you really want peace cause your actions mean war
Do you really want me? Or is it fame that you adore
Figure it out, while you do I'm cutting you out
I see through all veils of doubt
I've been alone through many droughts
I'm coming to terms with
People wanna kill me
People wanna see me in the ground
I make 'em nervous
Is it all worth it
The dress fits perfect, but
What happens if I go missing
I'll need way more than wishing
Deadname a dead body
In the grave, I look gaudy
You're missing the signs yo
I'm way more than Homo
Misgendered after my death
My fam will destroy what I left
Peace is something I earned
But now, the Madness Returns
I absolve myself because I don't live a hedonistic lifestyle
I try to mend broken people, teach them the fact they aren't expendable
I've been thrown to the wayside
No ego so no pride
Silver haze to get high
But the pain don't subside
All my assets cut off, they want my death
There's no justice in this world, it's all bereft
I tried to kill myself in front of both of my parents
You think what you say to me, holds any worth, makes any sense
13 years later, trynna make my life better
Smoking big spliffs and killing all my haters
I'm coming to terms with
People wanna kill me
People wanna see me in the ground
I make 'em nervous
Is it all worth it
The dress fits perfect, but
What happens if I go missing
I'll need way more than wishing
Deadname a dead body
In the grave, I look gaudy
You're missing the signs yo
I'm way more than Homo
Misgendered after my death
My fam will destroy what I left
Peace is something I earned
But now, the Madness Returns

Written by:
Lusca Robinson

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