Rood Pherny - Life Sucks in the Dark

Slowly
Death's approaching
Life happens
You only live once
I don't give fucks
Cause people shown me
Life's better when you're lonely
I crave dark days pain heart break
That's why I'm sane always
Sounds crazy but that's me
Yeah
Been kicked down
I need to get out of this town
I need to start fresh
Me trusting new folks is far fetched
I'm a risk like a pit
Being held with a harness
Not the smartest I'm god sent
Meaning I'm not god I'm complex
Yeah I know it's nonsense
I wanna break out and progress
Here to play now
Feeling out this world I'm space bound
Fuck a rocket
Could've died when my o one celica got wrecked
You gotta go through shit for your life to get started
Still got my old trophies in my closet
Glory doesn't last
Maybe I'm attached to the past like the dolphins
I'm swimming in circles
Tryna get these bad thoughts out my noggin
If I believe them I'd be boxed in
An attic laughing in darkness
Lot of times I'm happy
Lot of times I'm not
Lot of times I'm like pac
I don't give a fuck
I talk to god
I tell em that I want it all
I'm not greedy life sucks in the dark
Lot of times I'm happy
Lot of times I'm not
Lot of times I'm like pac
I don't give a fuck
I talk to god
I tell em that I want it all
I'm not greedy life sucks in the dark
Thinking what to do I'm feeling hopeless
I look for motive
I gotta stay in my lane cause this pain got me at my lowest
I need to be honest with myself not sugar coat shit
If I don't like you I don't like you
Like a record man I'm tired of feeling broken
My eyes opened
I was out of touch like psychosis
I was stupid
Always blamed everybody but myself
Always walked with a few chips
On my shoulders
I didn't show it I looked happy
In the inside it was nothing but fear
Cause I would talk and talk no one would hear
Me against the world blasting my ears
I don't need motivation I need discipline
I need to keep it together like a ligament
Not be so hard on myself cause a mistake is just innocence
My heart was broke years later I'm still stitching it
Pain forever cause at times I give shit so
Lot of times I'm happy
Lot of times I'm not
Lot of times I'm like pac
I don't give a fuck
I talk to god
I tell em that I want it all
I'm not greedy life sucks in the dark
Lot of times I'm happy
Lot of times I'm not
Lot of times I'm like pac
I don't give a fuck
I talk to god
I tell em that I want it all
I'm not greedy life sucks in the dark
They won't remember me
I'm just fucked mentally
In denial bout it
Feeling happy is just a memory
Like elementary
Made a bad call I stand tall like a referee
They won't remember me
I'm just fucked mentally
In denial bout it
Feeling happy is just a memory
Like elementary
Made a bad call I stand tall like a referee

Written by:
Rudy De Leon

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