Nothing Is Poetic - Gothic Prayer

I feel emotions on a full moon
It's quite irregular
My demons says to trust you
Or hit your jugular
My angels want a chill mood
With no violence
Now my anger kept me silent
Highland chilling with a client
And my eyes pierce the sky view
No joke, I saw a piece of me inside of you
But you know that
First impressions got the dull view
Of what really lurks inside
I sympathize with lies
I contemplate with villains on the dark side
You're just too weak
You let your evil demons run and hide
I go and take a swan dive
Damn it's dark inside
Unresolved trauma left me petrified
I wanna scream and die but I
Just dissociate from this plane
Drugs invade my body
Blood boils in my veins
Sane thoughts gone
I'm numb
Fulfill vices at the sound of a starting pistol
I locked myself away with
Stubbornness of diamond crystal
My mental frame was focused on
The fake and superficial
Accidental ways became
The path I daily paved
I was lost within the madness
Till I heard a whistle
It only dragged me deeper
Trench I climb is vastly steeper
I learned there are no keepers
All alone on saw that teeters
Deadly thoughts peruse
The foyers of my mind
I know what I will find
All alone
Evil thoughts lurk and groan
How I've grown
Ablution to atone
At the tone
Sounds become annoying drones
What's unknown
Scared to claim the things I own
What I've honed
Skill to kill but just my own
Made of stone
Medusa's Throne is mine alone
What I've shown
My heart is made from solid bone
This shit you cannot clone
I contemplate with villains on the dark side
You're just too weak
You let your evil demons run and hide
I go and take a swan dive
Damn it's dark inside
Unresolved trauma left me petrified
I wanna scream and die but I
Just dissociate from this plane
Drugs invade my body
Blood boils in my veins
Sane thoughts gone
I'm numb
Fulfill vices at the sound of a starting pistol
Laying in my bed
My heart becomes a coffin
Locking love and joy away
Prisoner to my sin I say
This time you wont win I say
Begging on my knees I pray
GOD help me please
My world is crashing down
And I need some safety and reassurance
I don't need pain recurrence
Just deterrents from this modern day life
I feel emotions on a full moon
It's quite irregular
My demons says to trust you
Or hit your jugular
My angels want a chill mood
With no violence
Now my anger kept me silent
Highland chilling with a client
And my eyes pierce the sky view
No joke, I saw a piece of me inside of you
But you know that
First impressions got the dull view
Of what really lurks inside
I sympathize with lies
I contemplate with villains on the dark side

Written by:
Lusca Robinson

Publisher:
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid

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