Luh Cjay - tear me apart.

I'm always thinking to myself about these permanent scars
Steady playing with my heart like a shitty guitar
I start to think about the past an how it tears me apart
I get so high above the clouds I'm tryna turn to a star
All this weight up on my shoulder keep on pulling me down
I keep my head above the water cause I'm not tryna drown
All these people in my way they keep on turning me down
I got nobody by my side nobody ever around
I keep on rolling, rolling, rolling till my eyes looking low
They tryna use me for they good like they using there phones
My mind 100 on the dash then I start losing control
I take a puff and go away and let my feelings explode
Oh, oh been through this shit before
You and I are really not the same you gotta go
Oh, oh I was on the road
Mamma called my phone said they knocking on the door (damn)
Don't try to tell me what it's like to be real
Loyalty is all I need it's such a big deal
Yeah, I gotta a lot on my plate
I use this shit to ease my mind so I can move out of state, y'a dig?
I'm always thinking to myself about these permanent scars
Steady playing with my heart like a shitty guitar
I start to think about the past an how it tears me apart
I get so high above the clouds I'm tryna turn to a star
All this weight up on my shoulder keep on pulling me down
I keep my head above the water cause I'm not tryna drown
All these people in my way they keep on turning me down
I got nobody by my side nobody ever around
Cause I've been in my bag
Try to run up on me meet this 30 in the mag
Four deep pockets full we just count a lot of cash
Put all this pain in side of me my demons make me crash
Yeah, I try to leave it in the past
But even till this day I still can not even relax
Counting all these faces tryna build me up some stacks
But money don't make happiness my heart still got some cracks
I turned nothing to something
You already know how I'm coming
All these people be bluffing they said they love me that's nothing
Got my heart steady bumping, look at what I'm becoming
All these people stay slumping, but this my city I'm running
I'm always thinking to myself about these permanent scars
Steady playing with my heart like a shitty guitar
I start to think about the past an how it tears me apart
I get so high above the clouds I'm tryna turn to a star
All this weight up on my shoulder keep on pulling me down
I keep my head above the water cause I'm not tryna drown
All these people in my way they keep on turning me down
I got nobody by my side nobody ever around

Written by:
Christopher Weller

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