Luh Cjay - high&alone!

I get high high, I'm just trying to fly away
I'm still running from the past I save the tears for cloudy day's
It get's easy to ignore but way harder for me to escape
I keep on trying to beat the odds there's always something in my way
I keep on drowning in some problems I can't even hold my breathe
I get to worried about the future but I'm scared to see what's next
And all I feel is a big ass bang in my chest
And yea I'm slowly dying I just blame it on the stress cause...
In the end it doesn't matter cause I'm high and alone
I get too fucked up and don't know where to go
Got my demons by my side I guess I'm standing all alone
Can't grasp how I'm really feeling
Its so far away from home
So fucking tired of my anxiety
Starting to kill my sobriety
In the end it doesn't matter I'm fucked away
All these people in my life just tend to runaway
I don't play no games, I might tell some lies
But you keep asking if I'm fine
If I say no you gone be asking why
So I like to answer right in deny
I don't like to talk it out I rather runaway
There's shit that keep me and you not the same
I keep my mouth closed ain't saying shit right now
Cause I'm lonely as a bitch can give a fuck less now
What do I hear?
My heart breaks down, I know you love when you hear that sound
I falling so deep and I just can't get out
You just don't understand it
If I so you love don't take my love for granted
I've been through a war I've been hella damaged
These scars don't vanish
In the end it doesn't matter cause I'm high and alone
I get too fucked up and don't know where to go
Got my demons by my side I guess I'm standing all alone
Can't grasp how I'm really feeling
Its so far away from home
So fucking tired of my anxiety
Starting to kill my sobriety
In the end it doesn't matter I'm fucked away
All these people in my life just tend to runaway

Written by:
Christopher Weller

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