Luh Cjay - have use!

The Semi Colin symbolizes addiction, suicide, depression, anxiety, self injury
But it also symbolizes the survivors and the people that we lost

Sometimes I have the thought of me of having no use
I really need you by my side you got me calling for you
But your the only reason why I feel like I have a use
Please don't let me just go, go
I got that 19 tatted up, didn't wanna put you on my arm
When I think about you Pops I start to play with your guitar
But it really had me scared, put a whole in my heart
It went and really fucked my mind up had to go put up my guard

Me and little bro we didn't want you to go oh
It brought us close together even though he ain't at my home
I feel so lonely sometimes I just lose my control
But I know that you with me and you won't let me go oh oh oh oh
I ain't gone ever take my life away, I've been fighting this battle my whole damn life
But I ain't gone be the one to take my life away
I had to say that one more time so y'all just know that I'm fine
It gets okay to cry, when your all up in your mind
And now I'm feeling lonely so I just talk right to the sky
I've been calling you for so long so all I do is try to get high
Now I'm asking myself what's the real reason why

Sometimes I have the thought of me of having no use
I really need you by my side you got me calling for you
But your the only reason why I feel like I have a use
Please don't let me just go, go
I got that 19 tatted up, didn't wanna put you on my arm
When I think about you Pops I start to play with your guitar
But it really had me scared, put a whole in my heart
It went and really fucked my mind up had to go put up my guard

All these people starting faking had to go and play it smart
They be wasting all my time they steady tryna break my heart
All this time that I've been working they didn't go and play they part
It gets hard for me to talk sometimes, I don't know where to start

Sometimes I have the thought of me of having no use
I really need you by my side you got me calling for you
But your the only reason why I feel like I have a use
Please don't let me just go, go
I got that 19 tatted up, didn't wanna put you on my arm
When I think about you Pops I start to play with your guitar
But it really had me scared, put a whole in my heart
It went and really fucked my mind up had to go put up my guard

Written by:
Christopher Weller

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