deatyG - Toy

Porcelain eyes don't blink
Wood joints alone don't move
Pigment turned to paint on my skin
My will is just some strings you can pull
Play with me
I kind of want that
Stay with me
I think I need that
Open blank left my heart all vulnerable
Can't take me back, bitch, I'm not refundable
Even though with you I play along
In your collection I don't belong
I am not
The same as them
Different
I'm not the same
Out the box I was all new and shiny
Thought we were playmates like Woody and Andy
When you was bored you put me in the toybox
Love ain't forever and I learned that the hard way
All of this time
I thought I was special
I realize now
My mistake
Loving you is fucking addictive
Methamphetamine, fentanyl, THC
Baby you worse than all of those
Never knew you could die from a love overdose
I really liked it
But you threw it away
Now I'm just trash
Imma be on my way
This plastic ain't biodegradable
One piece of many but still irreplaceable
After me you were never the same
I'm sure that you'll always remember my name
At the back of your brain
Like a wine stain
You cannot remove me
'Cause bitch you used me
Toy is what you used me as
Joy is what I used to have
Leave my mind please I want you out
Grief is what I'm filled with now
Missed that which we used to have
Dreams is what you turned into
Love from your part just was not there
Or was it? Nah, I can't really tell
Toy is what you used me as
Joy is what I used to have
Leave my mind please I want you out
Grief is what I'm filled with now
Pain is what you left me with
Stains in my soul you left for live
Played by feelings I let myself
Staying with you I shall regret
Toy is what you used me as
Joy is what I used to have
Leave my mind please I want you out
Grief is what I'm filled with now
Missed that which we used to have
Dreams is what you turned into
Love from your part just was not there
Or was it? Nah, I can't really tell
Toy is what you used me as
Joy is what I used to have
Leave my mind please I want you out
Grief is what I'm filled with now
Pain is what you left me with
Stains in my soul you left for live
Played by feelings I let myself
Staying with you I shall regret, regret
Regret
Regret
Regret, Regret, Regret
So what? I regret a lot...
I wish that I never met you
Wish that I could just forget you
Forget everything we've been through
Was it me you were really into?
I won't buy any more lies
Please just get out of my life
Still love you, we're not meant to bind
So get your ass out of my mind
All of these fucking feelings
Got me up hopelessly dreaming
That one day it will all be right
But now these thoughts I must fight
Let you pull my stings
Let you push my buttons
You have full control of me
I have no free will, nah

Written by:
Gustavo Zavala

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