Dreamer Boy - KeepMyEyesOpen

Dad telling me i got a purpose, and God is real
Mom telling me to get off my ass
And never stop to chill
Telling myself how could i tell em
My life going downhill
Yeah one thing i know
Rich people tryna conquer
While all these no lifes, just want Her
Don't find interest in my life
All i do is kick durt
Yet i'm feeling happy
But i still feel hurt
Maybe it's the past
Or the feeling i wanna have a blast
Much people like my step dad
Sayin i won't last
I know these people
Gon stay talking wack
I'm just tryna evolve and go back
When i was innocent
Not falling in anyone's traps

Yea aye
Ive been feeling down
Take a stroll around town
Will something fill this void
I've been hearing too much noise
I've been smoking pounds
I always chose this bad choice
Yeah yeah
Ask me how i became this
Ask me how i lost my shit
Ask me the damage
That has been
Ask me for what i have sinned
This is a life that i lived
I lived it with regret
And stress
And my courage is just gettin
Less and less
Kart
Cold heart pumping
Out my fucking chest
I lost feelings for the shit
That hurt me
I lost friends cause they
Fucking deserted me
I lost my self love
Cause i am, what's hurting me
Yeah i could care less
Quick death
Greed from the fucking check
Fake love turned to sex
Everything is so complexed
Whats next
Man this feels like a test
Maybe i'm already dead
And i'm at rest
Scars are to be expressed
Lay me to bed
As i dread
Yeah this life is vivid
Something i'm not gettin
Forgive all my sinnin
Felt numb since the fucking Beginning
Man i lost sense of my body
My head is spinning
Yeah i take my last breaths
As i suffer and want the gift of Death
Man i gotta clear my mind
Late night strive
I truly cant be grateful for my life.
Yeah i got me a half lit
Cigarette
Im chilling while thinking
Bout that killing shit
I've been on my wrong mind
Fuck with me, it's hard to unwind
I feel this burden coming
I feel this hurting
While i'm running
From the mummy
In my head
Thats wrapped in every part
Yeah bust a cap in my heart
And take my body far
Take my body far

Dad telling me i got a purpose, and God is real
Mom telling me to get off my ass
And never stop to chill
Telling myself how could i tell em
My life going downhill
Yeah one thing i know
Rich people tryna conquer
While all these no lifes, just want Her
Don't find interest in my life
All i do is kick dirt
Yet i'm feeling happy
But i still feel hurt
Maybe its the past
Or the feeling i wanna have a blast
Much people like my step dad
Sayin i wont last
I know these people
Gon stay talking wack
I'm just tryna evolve and go back
When i was innocent
Not falling in anyone's traps

Written by:
Joshua Jimenez

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