YRU VEXxD - Amare

I'm sifting through your Insta pictures
Trynna catch you frowning
Shit I'm nervous
I withhold preservers Trynna catch you drowning
But it never floods when you still high upon your ego mountain
I been down in trenches
Where the weather storm and rain is pounding
What the fuck you spouting off
I doubt you really saying something
I ain't say I'm walking
Said I'm off the wok
And I been stumbling
Not for nothing but you wasn't like no one I fuck with
Back before when I'd only look for someone to throw my tongue in
Know when it's gone it's dead and done with
Why I even start with you
Shit I don't know
All I knows I should've grabbed deposit
But these empty pockets ain't the only thing you left me starved with
I got battle scars on both my arms to match this heart of darkness
And I'm still surrounded by your presence
Always been a constant
Bet my friends are worried they gon find me strung up in a closet
I skip all the talking all together
And just say I'm sorry
Think I might relapse all on that Whitney and that Johnnie Walker
Last time I saw her in the summer was that warmer weather
Golden rays enveloped on her body she looked put together
Baby I can take you to the spot or we can do whatever
Had the choice to break it now or later
Would've chosen never
Used to sit and wonder how she loved me
And I felt indebted
Now I know that beauty don't behold you
And I can do better
I went double header
Where my ex was growing too obsessive
Went and fuck my head up
Took a visit to that crisis center
I don't do regrets
I'm just remembering
How you used to text me
Night and day
Talk the night away
That shit still effects me
When I'm in my bedroom
Should be resting but Instead I'm restless
Shit I know good times will never last and that's why they the bestest
Knocking all the dust from off the ceiling and I snort asbestos
Rip the arteries from out my chest and leave it till it festers
So misled that someone said I'm somewhat more than reckless
Ain't no fake about me but you origami under pressure
Ain't your friendship nothing more than fucking under cover
With no rubber
She told you we friends but I'm the one who fucks her
Come inside her
Ride her nightly
Got me laying right beside her
Trynna hide that I'm conflicted we keeping this shit in private
Love in silence
I go undecided
I just chose to ride it out
Be finding out
We got no connection
Got you signing out
I highly doubt
You felt anything
You was just shy about
Informing me
I was someone to fuck and get high around
And claimed to be on higher ground but on your knees I had you
Got you hypnotized
Medusa eyes
Would leave me hard as statue
Ain't that the
Reason that you would feed me
All that compassion
Then leave me, like in that fashion
And keep me
Sorry and bashful
That sorry
From you is passed due
Assignments missed in the classroom
I'm sorry
I thought that bullshit
Middle school shit was passed you
Amare
Can't get this love from nobody
Can't give my heart to nobody
Without them strings on my body
Holding me back from

Amare
Can't get this love from nobody
Can't give my heart to nobody
Without them strings on my body
Holding me back from
Amare
Can't get this love from nobody
Can't give my heart to nobody
Without them strings on my body
Holding me back from

I'm sick and twisted
Acid visual hitting
Talk to my reflection
Fuck a coke addiction
Drink addiction
I got pain addiction
Got insane commitment Issues
So much so I stay committed
To these situationships
That shit that leave you
Saying fuck it
Get to Fucking
On that bitch
I pop a script
And get to slumping
Break a Cupid arrow off inside your damn aorta muscle
I don't even know her name but she know mine when she be coming
I get comfy
She ain't talking with my dick beside her tonsil
This the problem with my energy
Your energy on 10 but she
Gone see a lot of red
When she just see a lot of read receipts
An awful lot of messages
I dreaded when you sent you texted me
I know you been up stressing but I'm coolin
Bitch I'm dead asleep
Them enemies
Come with lots of faces
Keep they back to me
That's why I keep the strap in that elastic of my boxer briefs
So when they want that static
Where at your man at
They just asked for me
But my ass got that asthma
I get Brandon
Smoke they pack for me
See actually
Loves a lot of act
In fact I hate to see
A lot of broken hearts
That grab a pump and rack a causality
Them lonely eyes
Turn to colder eyes
And now it's all you see
Is clap a bitch
Then go clap a bitch
That shits sad to me
So after these
Couple passes
Watch as couples passing
Couple bottles
Now a couple glasses
She take off her lashes
Now you lashing at each other
Should've took them couple classes
Me
All I needs me my dick
A bitch that shaped like hour glass and
Like
20 minutes
Maybe 25
I don't know something like that you know
Something like
Something like this
Don't like too slow or too quick
I take her home in the whip
Told me she Christian
But when I buy her the Christian
She give me throat for the kicks
I got a mistress
I got a bitch with a bitch
Hold up I got me a list
But I won't list em'
I hit up Scho with the vision
My brodie god with the mix
My brodie what
She bouta cry when I'm rich
She bouta call up my phone
Telling me hi
I just stop bye to remind you
Mind you
I still exist
I tell her who
Said I was fucking with you
I never heard of the bitch
Cameron gon tell me
Member back when you was lonely
Looking at your curving a bitch
Look at you just
Been in that love and lust
Looking at you learning the diff
Look at you not
Giving whatever they want
Doing you dirty and shit
Member you what
Member you hurting and shit
Back when you still used to miss
All that about her
Now you just can't be around her
Man in the curtain and shit
Man and my
Man and my circle is lit
We never worry bout shit
Everyone
Everyone wave to they exes
We bouta pose for a pic
When I'm gon
When I'm gon post to my Insta
I see you checking the flick
I see you
Working up courage to hit me
Better not message me shit
Better let go
Heard you still living at home
She be like how do you know
Cause you still broke
You ain't have nothing to offer
Take that back
You had the throat
What about you
Got the deal at 22
23 hitting the road
I let you know
Whenever I'm in your city
I'll catch you at one of my shows
Bitch

Written by:
Noah Bernier

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