Jay Rence - 32 hours

Thirty two hours and I can't breathe
I haven't slept a wink these days
Twenty four minutes and I can't think
I haven't slept a wink these days
I don't wanna live in the world I'm thinkin'
I don't drink I smoke infrequent
Purgatory another's blessing
Thoughts I had while you're undressing and it
Feels like today
What I see as it's coming our way
Waking in a motion sickness
Walking talking, I don't get this
But then again I never have
It's your love of language makes me sad
It's all fucked up for different reasons
There's the changing colors belief in seasons
A suicide, when I crossed my eyes
And it looked like God in a shaded light
But it's the way it makes me feel
We were walking, crying, speakin' alone
Westmont, Dartmouth, praying for home
And it's the way it came so real
And the thoughts I hid from, the burying hope
God damn I feel, I just want you to know
Thought it was you and your holdin' on to what happened then
But it was me and your lettin' me live a pretend
Till you didn't and I caved shit I just couldn't hold
I wanted what they told me was mine shoulda' known
Now we're just sittin' here alone tryna' make these broken wings fly
And now I'm drivin' through the fog in the dead of the night
And you know what sounds crazy?
Man it feels so right
When I think about swerving going one hundred and five
I, I tried to love you
And I tried so hard that I lost myself in the fall
And God I tried to hold onto you
And I tried so hard that I didn't see me at all
I tried to love you
And I tried so hard that I lost myself in the fall
And God I tried to hold onto you
So hard so tight that I barley knew you
I hope you see that I'm barley breathing
Barley walking, barley sleeping
I tried to love you
And I tried so hard that I lost myself in the fall
And God I tried to hold onto you
And I tried so hard that I didn't see me at all

Written by:
James Littier

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