noxlumen/Crush/jakob the STAR - ivory tower

Feels like things are worse but no different
Yet, I can't feel a thing, so indifferent
They fight now everyday, so irreverent
While people die and they bank on investments
Always ask me, "Why am I not better?"
Life just isn't handsfree, I'm losing my tether
Now I can't breathe, hate all of the pressure
Wish I could be carefree, fuck it altogether
They told me not to drown
As their tears keep coming down
They said it's selfish if I frown
Oh yea
And I'm losing
And I'm losing
And I'm losing this war now
And I'm losing
And I'm losing
I can't breathe, it's hard underwater
Shackle me if I'm such a bother
Leave me be, I'm tired of others
Selfishly, trying to save us
I'm fucking anxious, I'm tired and depressed
I don't even get to spend time in my head
burning my wick every day from both ends
Wake up and work then I go back to bed
They told me not to drown
As their tears keep coming down
They said it's selfish if I frown
Oh yea
And I'm losing
And I'm losing
And I'm losing this war now
And I'm losing
And I'm losing
I can't breathe on account of my monsters
Please tell me if I'm just a bit farther
Wait till I bleed and the crying gets softer
Count of my monsters, count on my monsters
I can't breathe on account of my monsters
Please tell me if I'm just a bit farther
Wait till I bleed and the crying gets softer
Just a bit farther, just a bit farther
Count of my monsters, count on my monsters
Just a bit farther, just a bit farther

Written by:
Daniel Duran, Matthew Culver, Rece Martlock

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