Vampire Citizen - Here I Go Again (feat. Blake Mathews)

Here I go again
I thought that I wanted this
Where are all my friends?
Open up the window
Oh I'm dying for a breath
I need an inhaler
I don't want to say this
Uh woah-oh
Tired of my bullshit
I ain't got the patience
Once upon a time I was a player
That was 8/9/10/11/12th grade
We was gettin hella faded
Hiding from the teachers
We was smoking in the elevator
Vegas was incredible
California dreamed it
Psychedelic energy for half of all our adolescence (damn)
I wonder if you'll ever know that
I've been tryna change
I don't want to say this
Here I go again
I thought that I wanted this
Where are all my friends?
Open up the window
Oh I'm dying for a breath
I need an inhaler
I don't want to say this
Uh woah-oh
Here I go again
I thought that I wanted this
Where are all my friends?
Open up the window
Oh I'm dying for a breath
I need an inhaler
I don't want to say this
Uh woah-oh
Here I go again with my head in the clouds
Are you listening now?
Feeling upside-down but I'm okay with it
I'm just trying to cope
Every summer is cold
Feeling upside-down
So here I go again
With my head in the clouds
Are you listening now?
Feeling upside-down but I'm okay with it
I'm just trying to cope
Every summer is cold
Feeling upside-down
So here I go again
5-6
I just found Nirvana but they made me let it go
I promise on my momma that I'm tryna be sober
Probably for the better
But she'll never really know me
I don't really know myself
I finally made a friend
I hope I don't abandon
When I was a kid I wasn't friendly
That was 8/9/10/11/12th grade
I was on a rampage
Couldn't give a fuck about a feeling
Now I'm dealing with the demons in my ribcage
Need a little headspace
Waiting for a pretty girl
To come around and tell me that
I'm nothing but a head case
Running on the freeway
Naked and afraid that the TV will tell my momma that
I'm rolling like a rockstar
Molly in a cop car
Caught me with a Jolly Roger tatted on my neck
And now they tell me I'm insane
I wonder if you'll ever know that
I've been tryna change
I don't want to say this
Here I go again
I thought that I wanted this
Where are all my friends?
Open up the window
Oh I'm dying for a breath
I need an inhaler
I don't want to say this
Uh woah-oh
Here I go again
I thought that I wanted this
Where are all my friends?
Open up the window
Oh I'm dying for a breath
I need an inhaler
I don't want to say this
Uh woah-oh
Here I go again with my head in the clouds
Are you listening now?
Feeling upside-down but I'm okay with it
I'm just trying to cope
Every summer is cold
Feeling upside-down
So here I go again
With my head in the clouds
Are you listening now?
Feeling upside-down but I'm okay with it
I'm just trying to cope
Every summer is cold
Feeling upside-down
So here I go again
I've been feeling delicate
Now you're in my head again
I don't think you ever left
I've been feeling delicate
Now you're in my head again
So here I go again

Written by:
Amy Indech, Julian Weinstein, Matthew Baratz

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Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid

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