Vidalo Kabiya - Don't Cry Mama

Well what do you know
Since a young lad this dumbass had a troubling soul
My mental health never been covered in gold
I love depression this shit is like my humble abode
It's a home, that I stay in way too often
I wanna leave, but I'm afraid that I'll head to a coffin
I wouldn't wish this on my enemies
Hate to admit that suicidal thoughts have entered me
Alcohol shouldn't mix with negative energy
But when they do it creates a wicked synergy
And if I'm being honest I been going thru it
Y'all wouldn't know unless you listen to apple music
This a story about self reflection, self betrayal
Deprivation of love from someone I don't trust
I relapsed like a hunnid times
I relapsed like a hunnid times
I'm grown now, everything about money now
I was never meant to live this old
I got a pure heart it was never meant to get this cold
Man I'm a kid to the bone grizzle
I don't care what y'all care about
They say God look after fools and babies
I'm a old fool and I feel like he losing patience
I'm scared of getting older
I'm scared to die
I don't know what's on the other side
I hate saying Rest In Peace don't wanna rest after I die
I wanna live in another life
The thought of me lying idle won't move soul
They say to have a righteous death you gotta live wrong
If I could be immortal I prolly wouldn't even choose to
Like fuck it they don't need me in the future
And don't ask me what I believe in
It seems like faith my biggest weakness
Yeah yeah yeah
I said yeah yeah yeah
I tried to lie
This pain I tried to hide
Before I pulled the trigger I saw my mama eyes
I saw my mama cry
I saw my mama cry

Written by:
Vidalo Kabiya

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