Kerry Logan - (Definitely) the Cancer

Struggling to end it all
To say stop instead of go
The way that I end it all
To call it right

I've changed inside by giving up this perpetuation
Through it I wonder: what's worse?
The cancer or the cure?
I'm scared of letting go...

Existing through the clinical
Waiting for the miracle
The way I suspend it all
To end its fight

I can't go back - my minds made up - in for the duration
But, I still wonder: what's worse?
The cancer or the cure?
Oh, that I could never know!

Now I know that I'll never be completely free
It's the nature of this chemical I bear
But, resolute I stand up against what pulls me down
I end the wondering

How I wish I'd walked
How I wish I'd woken
How I wish I'd given it all away

"Now make sure that nobody pays back wrong for wrong
Always try seek goodness in every way
For yourselves and for all that you meet along the way"
I mean all that I say!

What I'd give to know
If I could write a new page
Or should that moment pass?
I turn and then I walk away!

Written by:
Kerry Logan

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