Viral C22 - 0617 (prod. Con)

Mmhmm
I built too long to fall this fuckin' fast
Whatever happened to promisin' it would all last
The present is hurtin' because of the past
I feel in my body our time hasn't passed
So what are we doin'
This is my story, feelin' of doom and feelin' of darkness, it is consumin'
I miss all the things that I used to be used to
Pleadin' my case but the words goin' through you
Demons are stayin' they havin' a who's who
Hit the floor and wake up with a loose tooth
Think he tough, better know I shoot too
If he survive a bullet I shoot two
I'm cagin' my animal, personal zoo
I'm losin' myself i need somethin to do
I feel it slippin away, aye, I can't get out of my brain
Why are you goin away, aye, I cannot handle this pain
Thought I was strong, I was wrong
I don't think I'll be here for long
I'm goin goin gone for good
How did we not grab the future we could
I really ain't know where you honestly stood, and now that I do it don't do any
Fuck
I can't even finish a thought
My baby my wifey my person I thought
It's life when I'm with you and not when I'm not
I wake up and lay in a pool of my sweat
I got night terrors
They only began when I knew that you left
Alternate pills got the blue and the red
Now sit back and wonder bout things that you said
Should I go and fucking put shots in my head
I know that I shouldn't and I know I won't
But why does the thought never leave me the fuck alone
I can't shake it off me
Spiralin downward and no one can stop me
Missin your smile and missin your body
So please tell me what do I do
I made all the changes you wanted for you
And still thrown away like a pair of old shoes
Do I turn to drugs, do I turn to booze, I never thought I'd have to get over you
And really I can't, you had me here plannin my life in advance
You had me here wantin you white for the dance
You had me tucked up in the palm of your hand
And closed it on me like an ant
I want you back holdin my hand
I want you back huggin you tighter than ever
Bury my face in the fuzz of your sweater
Fuckin you slowly forever, and most of all treatin you better
I don't wanna sing about sad anymore
I wanna make love songs bout who I adore
I promise you I don't want no other whore
I still know that you are the one that I'm for
Come in my room, lock the door
We can be fuckin and cuddlin bed or the floor, had it for years and I want it more
I want it now, for next, for life
You told me time and again that you wanted to be my wife
Well I want it too, so come and fly
Fly over here and let's go out to dinners
Apart we okay but together we winners
Always see you as my baby, no sitter
I love you way too much to call me a quitter
I won't be done til we back and we better than ever
Know in my heart that we belong together
Let's fight through this shit and make us a forever
Make us a forever, I miss you bad and I wanna never
Feel all this pain again
Let's make forever

Written by:
Carter Hamilton

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