Normal Kidd - 19

19 My life changed at 19
Dreams so lucid didn't know that i was driving
19 My life changed at 19
Going through this pain makes life so exhausting
19 My life changed at 19
Dreams so lucid didn't know that i was driving
19 My life changed at 19
Now this is how I'm feeling
Hold up, now this is what i mean
I have dreams bout my mom bout my past lucid dreaming
When I talk to you in my dreams it doesn't that I'm dreaming shit gets me grieving
It started with believing never had a doubt but this is what it did to me
Waking up to my dreams don't wanna leave
So I lucid dream
People think I'm lazy when I sleep
Only thing to help is nicotine because I always fiend
I wish I didn't see the graphic scene
I try to forget it I'm a shitty human being
When I get stuck I feel beat
Always feel like I am losing my life feels like concrete
If I went back everything would be easy
I'll go to bed wake up from lucid dreaming
19 My life changed at 19
Dreams so lucid didn't know that i was driving
19 My life changed at 19
Going through this pain makes life so exhausting
19 My life changed at 19
Dreams so lucid didn't know that i was driving
19 My life changed at 19
My life changed at 19
If I could write you in a day
I wouldn't know what to write a lot of things id wanna say
Did you watch at your final day
I know you were watching all we did was cry and pray
Why'd you go so young such a young age
I never got to say goodbye made me wanna run away
People say different shit feels like the same day
Is this what it feels like take cover hurricane
If you could feel me pain see its worthy
I went to bed so angry I was dirty
People judged me looked at me didn't know me
I didn't care went to bed dreams were holy
I saw your face felt your grace I was angry
You talked to me like this was Gods journey
I saw you there felt your air and it hurt me
I knew i was dreaming i knew it would haunt me
19 My life changed at 19
Dreams so lucid didn't know that i was driving
19 My life changed at 19
Going through this pain makes life so exhausting
19 My life changed at 19
Going through this pain makes life so exhausting
19 My life changed at 19
My life changed at 19
19 My life changed at 19
Dreams so lucid didn't know that i was driving
19 My life changed at 19
Going through this pain makes life so exhausting
19 My life changed at 19
Dreams so lucid didn't know that i was driving
19 My life changed at 19
My life changed at 19

Written by:
Nathan Beauchamp

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