Cole Eveland - 20 Years

(Yeah)
I used to wonder where I'd be in twenty years
I used to dream about a life that's free of stress, regret and fear
Never wanted fame and fortune, I just wanted them to hear
My thoughts come out the pen and paper, to a song, they sound so clear

It makes more sense to me if I can vent this musically
It ain't no news to me, my muse abusing everything that I can see
It's like the walls are caving in and there's no way to leave
Cause every part of this destruction has been caused by me
(supposedly)

I designed it to promote my own fake imagery
But it took over, it became a rooted part of me
So that I do not hurt no more and I can finally breathe
Cause somethin' way behind me 's holding onto me for keeps

I tried escaping but can never seem to leave its reach
So I just numb it with this burning taste of bitter sweet
Whiskey on the brain, take a shot or go insane
(yeah)
I'm fucked entirely. funny, that's inspiring

I used to wonder where I'd be in twenty years
I used to dream about a life that's free of stress, regret and fear
Never wanted fame and fortune, I just wanted them to hear
My thoughts come out the pen and paper, to a song they sound so clear
I used to wonder where I'd be in twenty years
I used to dream about a life that's free of stress, regret and fear
Never wanted fame and fortune, I just wanted them to hear
My thoughts come out the pen and paper, to a song they sound so clear

And it's so tiring knowing that I'll never be the same
If I change would it even make a bit of difference anyway
Well here I am and it don't amount to nothin'
All this paper and this plastic but the scissors couldn't cut it
(Yeah)

And all the trauma that you caused you fucking bitch, you love it
And all the bullshit that you blame me for, you've gone and done it
It doesn't matter anyway cause I'm 'bout to cave
The way we're living, yeah, it's best to go our separate ways

I tried escaping but can never seem to leave its reach
So I just numb it with this burning taste of bitter sweet
Whiskey on the brain, take a shot or go insane
(yeah)
I'm fucked entirely. funny, that's inspiring

I used to wonder where I'd be in twenty years
I used to dream about a life that's free of stress, regret and fear
Never wanted fame and fortune, I just wanted them to hear
My thoughts come out the pen and paper, to a song they sound so clear
I used to wonder where I'd be in twenty years
I used to dream about a life that's free of stress, regret and fear
Never wanted fame and fortune, I just wanted them to hear
My thoughts come out the pen and paper, to a song they sound so clear
(Yeah)

I tried escaping but can never seem to leave its reach
So I just numb it with this burning taste of bitter sweet
Whiskey on the brain, take a shot or go insane
(yeah)
I'm fucked entirely. funny, that's inspiring

I used to wonder where I'd be in twenty years
I used to dream about a life that's free of stress, regret and fear
Never wanted fame and fortune, I just wanted them to hear
My thoughts come out the pen and paper, to a song they sound so clear
I used to wonder where I'd be in twenty years
I used to dream about a life that's free of stress, regret and fear
Never wanted fame and fortune, I just wanted them to hear
My thoughts come out the pen and paper, to a song they sound so clear
(Yeah)

I tried escaping but can never seem to leave its reach
So I just numb it with this burning taste of bitter sweet
Whiskey on the brain, take a shot or go insane
(yeah)
I'm fucked entirely. funny, that's inspiring

Funny, that's inspiring

Written by:
Cole Eveland

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