Mi'tuan - 3:51 Am

Conversations with myself
Over a blunt at three am
Listening to music that kind of
Makes me never
Wanna love again
The blue lamp
That's inside my room
All these lights
All these nights
That I spent with you
I miss your mind
I hope things
I wish on stars come true
I was blind
I need a guide
To find my way to you
Give it time
Close your eyes
You know the sky is blue
Free your mind
Let your spirit
Lead the way for you
I can't believe
We're like our weed
This is finished
I look around and all the things
We had diminished
We fought
But we were winning
At least in the beginning
Whoever would've thought
The money would make it so different
I put you in that position
Stopped using my ambition
Forgot I was ambitious
Just dropped all of my missions
I gave up on religion
Indulged in all my sinning
Our status says its pending
I guess I'll meet you
At the ending
Is it the drugs
Have I changed
I fell victim to the weed
Or is it just like medication
I smoke to fall asleep
When I'm so upset
I'm not hungry
It helps me eat
If I only had the money
I'd need a blunt
Before I breathe
Reasons I love you longer than
The books I plan to read yeah
And that really means a lot
Because I never go to sleep yeah
It's hard to be in love with you
And focus on the green
So I turn my visions inward
Try focusing on me yeah
I'm messed up
I'll be the first to
Admit that shit
I need help
But I struggle with commitment
Therapy didn't make me
Feel no different
Only still here
To protect my image
You and me was the only thing
That still made sense
Pieces of my past kept coming
Forward to make amends
My growth might be the only thing
That I can take from this
I'm strong enough to say that
I didn't have to break from this
I thought you loved me
More than that
Eyes red around the edge
From the tears I'm holding back
I rap at three am
Just tryna keep my soul intact
The type of morning you got to
Stop yourself from scrolling back
That's only facts
So this weed I'm rolling that
I'm free controlling that
I speak in only facts
Cause I read my zodiac
Yeah I read my zodiac
I speak in only facts
Because I read my zodiac

Written by:
Mi'Tuan Burney

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