RZE Gold - 4AM

I stay up late in my head
Thinking why did I give in to opinions
Chances fell too many times from my hands
If this is who I am, then I will take my own stand

Looking back at the aftermath, my life in a bubble
Took my time to get back on track from out of the rubble
Everybody sees how it's going, but they still left me in puddles
But pardon my discrepancies, slowly crept back to troubles
I been moving in silence as I'm signing off my vocal chords
Taking time to double back on if this is the right door
Going in a youngin', only thuggin', zero mentors
Same old song, now it's back to the drawing boards
You talk about your dream, but still got sticks in your hands
Building up a kingdom while you making castles in sand
They say he is the chosen, but go back from where he began
Broke off the critics now they say they found a change in the man
Losing my only friends forced me to turn to this chapter
Hard to inhale when I'm puffing on the smoke from the battles
All smiles when I'm present, hearing' em hiss behind laughter
All jokes aside, behind these cries, I float through floods with a paddle
If I ever die young, only my words will live on
Attached the heart, mind, and soul like it had to be sewn
Feeling like the Last Knight, every night could be my last
But every time that I write, I let even more time pass

Threw my only dollar out my pocket, now they screaming that I'm chosen
(Let it play)
I never listened to myself, I needed second thoughts just to get me rolling
(Yeah)
I really wanna fly right now, feel invincible
To the sky right now, feel invincible
Don't wanna die invisible
Let the world know my name, can't let it go untold

You only see the flower that bloomed, but never mentioned the seed
Every root from the dirt, every thorn made me bleed
Dreamed to be the black Messiah, we know Jesus is king
What's a God really made of when they shun prophecies
I put my canvas on the table, drew my thoughts, they came alive
Every night is overdrive, music feels like overtime
I took a break from all the shine
Slipped away from naked eyes
Hiding in plain sight
Then it was gone overnight
If I made the right choice, would I be bigger than Mike
If I didn't hear all the voices, would I really take flight
Thinking if I could stick the landing, I'd land in a land full of spikes
Seems like I'm reaching for my own hand from drowning in lights
The closest who can get to me is me and myself
And I will never cash out from this moment of wealth
Got too much on my plate, these bills gotta be paid
Tryna face all my problems, kept me under my flame
The moon has more glory, who is you tryna phase
I been the boy that was made, on my own and built to tame
I seen some heads turn away
On my journey to be great
But when it's time to celebrate
I want the heads that never changed
Yeah
RZE

Written by:
Lineal Powell

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