Depression - 4 Years

I swear to god if I fuck anything up

Wasted 4 years of my life
Gone right out the window
4 Years just gone
Can't find a replacement
Just sitting writing rhymes in the basement
All the words I gotta say just vacant

Falling behind on the payments
Playing PlayStation
Been down this path before
Laying down the pavement
Wishing I was laying dead on the floor
Sitting still like a corpse
All these people man they snore
But I'm up late at night
All I do is sit and write
Fucking fight back the tears
I'm just getting high
Face my fears
Chugging beers
Been doing this for years
Just a volunteer
Grinding gears
Got no peers
Just wishing to disappear

Wasted 4 years of my life
Gone right out the window
4 Years just gone can't find a replacement
Just sitting writing rhymes in the basement
All the words I gotta say just vacant
Wasted 4 years of my life
Gone right out the window
4 Years just gone can't find a replacement
Just sitting writing rhymes in the basement
All the words I gotta say just va-va-vacant

Feeling like the bad guy
But you got a new guy
Can you fucking hear me scream for my dear life
Have a mental breakdown every time I see you
Hope you feel guilty for what you did to me
But I won't be alive to see
If you regret what you did to me
Bitch I hope you're feeling me

Wasted 4 years of my life
Gone right out the window
4 Years just gone can't find a replacement
Just sitting writing rhymes in the basement
All the words I gotta say just vacant
Wasted 4 years of my life
Gone right out the window
4 Years just gone can't find a replacement
Just sitting writing rhymes in the basement
All the words I gotta say just vacant
Wasted 4 years of my life
Gone right out the window
4 Years just gone can't find a replacement
Just sitting writing rhymes in the basement
Fuck

Why the fuck did this shit have to happen man
I'm just trying to live my life and chill
But all this bad shit gotta happen

Written by:
Michael Houston

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