SPADE777 - 7 (Julia)

April showers don't always bring light
Endless tears and sleepless nights
It broke my soul watching you break yours
All the trauma couldn't handle anymore
And I'm sorry
I couldn't save you this time
And I'm sorry
For what you were dealt in your life

Candles raised up in the air
Your initials shining bright in the sky
People sharing stories
Too hard to say goodbye
Regrets hanging on from the past
Hurtful words through time
And oh how I hate myself
For the day I made you cry
Six years have now passed
And the memories still remain
A beautiful soul gone
But still here in every way

And I'm sorry
I couldn't save you this time
And I'm sorry
For what you were dealt in your life
And I'm sorry
You offered love and got hate
And I'm sorry
No one could understand your pain

When I lost you I lost a piece of myself
Shook me to to my core and I needed your help
Seeing demons in my sleep, they told me to peruse it
Trying every night, I was too weak to do it
I wanted to join you in the land of the unknown
Praying to your name if there's a God he never showed
Never forget the night you came into my dream
Showed me what it meant to truly live and be free
Some people don't believe in the afterlife
But I've talked to you too much that they can't be right
That pink hoodie on you when you waited at my locker
Straight from the hospital and I was who you stopped for
Put you on Chance, had you singing 'Ultralight Beam'
We were gonna go to his show, live out our dream
Screaming every lyric, juke jam and everything else
Fuck, why'd you have to leave before we lived this one out
Birthday still don't hit the same
Me, you, and Tone 28, 29, and 30th
Now me and tone alone, our day is your day
It's for the best you're celebrated more than one I'd say

And I'm sorry
I couldn't save you this time
And I'm sorry
For what you were dealt in your life

Shoutout Tim for bringing God into my life
Made me realize I believed the whole time
I was praying every night
Praying that you found peace
Praying that you were happy and that you protect me

No one understood what you meant to me
My father didn't get it, he was dead to me
The way I love you more than most family
Save each other, but that night you wouldn't answer me

And I'm sorry
I couldn't save you this time
And I'm sorry
For what you were dealt in your life
And I'm sorry
You offered love and got hate
And I'm sorry
No one could understand your pain

Your light shines amongst us all
Your light shines amongst us all
Julia
Julia
Julia
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Have grace in God
Have grace in God
Julia
Julia
Your light shines amongst us all
Your light shines amongst us all
Have grace in god, oh Julia

Written by:
Chad McMonagle

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