Joshua Houeto - A Young Man's Dilemma

So deep in the valley, chills of unbelief run through my spine
Intoxicated by sin like I was drunk off wine, anticipating my next sin
As though I wasn't part divine, dead in sin but was raised by a
King, supposed to reign with Him, but here I am enslaved within
Unholy alliance now ruins that sweet fragrance of commune with my
Maker, what a grave danger, danger when tradition becomes your
Reasonable worship making you a stranger, stranger to
Omega your maker, past sins beset me, believe me the effect
Of scripture made null still grieves me, my whole anatomy now
Drenched in what first brought calamity upon humanity
The sin inside of me now acquainted with the sin around me
Crazy ain't it, allow me to elaborate on how I found security
In my insecurities, death, becomes a sweet reality when laying with
Dry bones in the valley, no sign of spirituality
Royalty gone, pneuma, and that's just the
Greek word for Spirit, we need more than the morality to
Stop the insanity so hear it, a good conscience cannot and will not prevent sin

How can I hate so much what You love
Why do I push You out once You touch
Why can't I just accept what You've done
Why can't I just believe in your love, your love

Do's and dont's, codes of ethics is all vanity without the breath of
Almighty so, I join in, prefer to hear a girl moan than seek the throne
I know she got too many free-zones, creating a cyclone which will one day
Destroy her marital backbone, all cause she ain't got a no limit zone
I don't mind though, we all alone, I'm about to get blown, can't wait
Until she moans, she really feeling my cologne, man we in the zone
Yet forever His own, never disowned so He calls from the
Throne my home, son don't go, conviction I can't condone
Try to postpone, His voice amplified, my heart electrified
I know His Spirit will testify, sin gives birth to death
Deception the placenta, heh, this a young man's dilemma

How can I hate so much what You love
Why do I push You out once You touch
Why can't I just accept what You've done
Why can't I just believe in your love, your love

The feeling I can't deny the harder I try to control alter
Delete the more scriptures multiply like He will supply
All my needs it's time to apply though I grieve, either say
Goodbye and hit my knees which sanctifies this mind
Lets me breathe or keep feeding this high or lose my peace
And satisfy this pride which made Him bleed, I know I believe
I been set free when He rose on day three, hope will never leave
Reason my Spirit still grieves, I been justified, a young man's dilemma
Trying to keep my eyes off her body, deep down I feel lonely, hormones rise
Man I still get horny, trying to mortify this flesh, stay crucified
With Christ, remain purified inside but sometimes gratified my eyes
I know, sin has got us fighting this war, everyday we brawl even when
We fall He still hears when we call, so we never back down, now
Never dropping the sword, full armor, on eagle wings we soar
Full anchor and one day our master brings our reward, never stagger
Stand for nothing, you fall for everything, so we stand for
Him, I'm a young broken disciple, if you can relate to this then hear this
It was cool being with you, but now I got to part with you, because
I am a part of Him I'm about that heavenly food, you too got to choose
Lest you get spewed, saliva, for trying to be hot knowing you cold or trying
To be cold knowing you hot you confused I stay grieving for you
Because you thinking and believing you going to heaven but the sad
Thing is you probably going to hell, read your scriptures real well
You can come to church scream and yell watch and tell
But if you ain't living well you going to hell so watch yourself
You can come to church scream and yell watch and tell
But if you ain't living well you going to hell so watch yourself
A young man's dilemma

Written by:
Joshua Houeto

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