Subjekt Zero - Above the Clouds (feat. 0Equinox0)

I'll let the words slip out
High up above the clouds
Where the water falls
That's where I'm dreaming of

I'll let the words slip out
High up above the clouds
Where the water falls
That's where I'm dreaming of

I remember loving giving it all away
Feeling everything is fine but nothing ever became
The story up in mind of seeing her every day
I'm kind of sort of blind to things that dissipate

I can't stop thinking about what went wrong
What I did do or didn't do to make her go gone
Why didn't I fight for someone that I want
Why did I give up on the prospect of love

It feels like I failed, I can't get back up
I'm paralyzed, my legs stuck in the mud
I can't move on since I won't be enough
For the next person to see all of my flaws

Now I'm all numb stay sitting on the floor
I don't want an exit after closing that door
she locked it up tight with a heavy deadbolt
I can't go back, but afraid of the next room

I'll let the words slip out
High up above the clouds
Where the water falls
That's where I'm dreaming of

I'll let the words slip out
High up above the clouds
Where the water falls
That's where I'm dreaming of

I wear this persona of a happy single dude
Going out with friends, making money moves
Like I'm living life in the way that really want to
But none of that could ever be farther from the truth

I can't take time for myself anymore
Alone with my thoughts? I'd rather see a morgue
No more idle moments only go go go
If I stop to let it talk I'm right back in this hole

I'm running out of options that always seem to help
Adrenaline is heroin, wrap my arm up in a belt
Inject me with decisions that are ruining my health
Just lay me on my side so I'm not chilling with myself

It's every single morning to the bitter cold nights
You're going through my head like you holding up a nine
Pulled the trigger, let it linger, then you're stepping outside
Leave me bleeding and receding to hell another time

I'll let the words slip out
High up above the clouds
Where the water falls
That's where I'm dreaming of

I'll let the words slip out
High up above the clouds
Where the water falls
That's where I'm dreaming of

I wish I was a different person, wish I wasn't me
Wish that I was bigger maybe then you wouldn't leave
Then Fit me with Invisalign to straighten out my teeth
Maybe after I got better then you'd kiss me on the cheek

Would tell me you less of my problems if it got too much
You said I was anxious more times than enough
Maybe you're right, I'd change it up
But when you overthink it makes it just a little tough

I know it's so pathetic making a song like this
I guess I saw us as something that you never did
That love wasn't even, can't manage to quit
It pains me to say it but I can't live with it

hurts me to say you won't shed a tear from these songs
You'll say that I'm dramatic for putting these out at all
Say I should get over you, that we weren't in love
But

I'll let the words slip out
High up above the clouds
Where the water falls
That's where I'm dreaming of

I'll let the words slip out
High up above the clouds
Where the water falls
That's where I'm dreaming of

Written by:
William Palmer

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Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid

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