Anthony Cameron - Abuse

You can say it's abuse
But in reality, what am I 'posed to use?
I got a lot of built up emotions
Abusin' these drugs, hopin' I don't notice
My inner pain, missin' life befo' this
But just know this
I'm gon' blow this
Kush, my nigga hold this
Remember nights, I was feelin' hopeless
Was feelin' hopeless

Abusin' my power, abusin' my drugs
Abusin' everything that I love
Abusin' my power, abusin' these drugs
Abusin' everything that I love

Had my first kid at 14, named him Anthony
I was way too young for a kid, livin' happily
Abusin' these drugs, but ain't it sad to see
How people fall victim? Didn't think it'd happen to me
Voices in my head, know I'm full of hypocrisy
But hey, I'm still young, barely pushin' 35
Five kids to my name, but they not by my side
All this pressure on my back, I think I need a ride
To the plug house, it's been fuckin' with my mind
I'm hooked on this shit, I'm just tryna find
A way out of this, this isn't what I wanted
Now I'm stuck in this cycle, and I'm being haunted
By my past and all the consequences I've faced
Crazy how the time flew at such a fast pace
Broken promises is all I've given my family
I apologize, been in a world of fantasy

"Want to join me here, won't you be seated please ladies and gentlemen. America's Public enemy number one in the United States is: drug abuse. In order to fight and Defeat this enemy, it is necessary to wage a new all out offensive. I've asked the Congress to provide the legislative authority..."

Momma been abusin' drugs since I was back in elementary
And it became a cycle that abused me mentally
A cycle of abuse goin' full circle
You just wouldn't understand, this shit is too hurtful
I've seen my momma high on dope
As a result, I'm gettin' high, so I can cope
As I got older, I'll admit
A nigga had a few experiments, and shit
I told myself I'll never touch it again
I was kickin' it with the wrong group of friends
Am I a hypocrite? Or was it destined karma?
After all my judgement, I had to see what harmed her
So, can I blame her for doing what she did?
If it brought out a part of me I've always hid?
And now here I am, talkin' about this shit
To myself late at night, that's when it all hit

Abusin' my power, abusin' my drugs
Abusin' everything that I love
Abusin' my power, abusin' these drugs
Abusin' everything that I love
Abusin' my power, abusin' my drugs
Abusin' everything that I love
Abusin' my power, abusin' these drugs
Abusin' everything that I love

Written by:
Anthony Cameron, Marco Acosta, Nathan Sierra

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