Lil JJ Reynolds - Addicted To The Darkside

Met my demons through medicine, now I'm addicted to the dark side
My heart cried with oppression on my lyrics, art of lies
Satan drugged me when I took a sip of life and hardship
Exposed to the light but the public made me feel dark sick
Back to the shadows, I feel better in the dark
So nobody can see me when I'm in pain or when I'm falling apart
I felt different from the rest cause I always made people stress
When I talked about all my problems of why my brain was depressed
Had to put isolation on my resume, so they could understand me from a distance
Now they know I'm separated from humanity
I'm trapped in insanity for life with no bail
My brain's intelligence was the size of weighing small dumbbells
I'm stuck in my own world with an notebook to story tell
Happiness tried to give me glory but it got sent to my thoughts in hell
My life is twisted and I got no motivation tools to fix it
Cause I had to wake up and accept the fact that, that
I'm addicted
I'm addicted
I'm addicted
I'm addicted to the dark side
Nobody sees me cry
I'm addicted
Yeah, I'm addicted
I need some help cause I'm twisted
No motivation or spirit
Don't judge me man, just listen
To all my feelings of venting
You feel the same, don't ya?
Come join my group that's addicted to the dark
One side of me was friendly and the other was gloomy
Been stuck in the dark so long, people barely saw me or knew me
They tried to talk to me but I kept pushing them away with my anger
Then they started calling me somber that stayed alone and wrote genres
Music was the only thing that remained on the list of my favorite hobbies
And it made me escape from the struggles of melancholy but
Nobody would listen cause all my lyrics were cold and sorrowful
Showing expression from inside my body that still felt awful
I bleed in solo from all the times I've been left alone
Eliminated people from me, now I feel so alone
I'm blessed to be alive but I don't want to be here
Cause of my condition and stress that gives my brain constant fevers
I live inside a broken skeleton that no one can handle
Cause at the end 'I'm just an death wish blown through curses and candles
Permanently broken, nobody can ever fix me, I'm twisted
Like the aftermath from a shot of whiskey and henny
But at the end of the day, fuck it
I'm addicted
I'm addicted
I'm addicted
I'm addicted to the dark side
Nobody sees me cry
I'm addicted
Yeah, I'm addicted
I need some help cause I'm twisted
No motivation or spirit
Don't judge me man, just listen
To all my feelings of venting
You feel the same, don't ya?
Come join my group that's addicted to the dark side

Written by:
Jordan Reynolds

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