Hennest - Alone (feat. Insyde)

I always feel alone
I don't know who I am
I don't feel the joy you promised me
I need some help

Yeah
I've been reading up on social media
Trying to find hope, but receiving none
And I say I don't, but I'm needing love
Stone heart's gone cold, it needs heating up, heated up
When they mention God, cause I'm feeling judged
I just stay in my box that I'm keeping shut, locked with the key defunct
I'm inside with my thoughts, so depleted of
Any kind of hope, I'm alone, now I'm eating drugs
Yesterday when I saw my reflection
All I saw looking back was depression
In my eyes I could see all the wreckage
Of every decision and where I've been headed
I'm in need of a change of direction
I know I'm bout to drive to a dead-end
I've been living this life of rejection
It's time to reject it and find some acceptance
But I'm too far gone, and I can't return
And if there's a God, I guess I'm not heard
And if I'm so lost, then he hasn't searched
Pulled the final straw, now I'm getting worse
And my heart won't thaw, man it's like I'm cursed
And I got a job, but it's like my work
Just doesn't mean squat, and it has no worth
Man I feel so numb, every day's a blur
But I don't even know which path is the best and
Where I should be checking, or where I should go
Now I'm always guessing I got all these questions
I ask them alone, I'm asking for hope
Yeah, I'm feeling alone

I always feel alone
I don't know who I am
If there's a God, then show me please, cause
I'm feeling broke and alone
So just
Help me, help me, help me, help me, help me
Help me, help me, help me, help me, help me

Yeah
I know my suffering soul cries subtly
Acting all tough, but underneath
I feel like I got about a hundred heaps
Of stone, it's a load, and I'm unrelieved, unbelief's
Got me by the feet, so I'm stumbling
Feel like everything I need's right in front of me, things like love and peace
And I know there's got to be a God judging me
So I don't see or believe in this other being
Yesterday I was caught in the streets
A man who wanted to speak
He asked if it was okay if he's talking to me, so I nod and agree
But I got all defensive, I thought he would preach
He opened his Bible and started to read
Suddenly it was like I was relieved
This was the thing that I wanted to see
He was reading the words and they struck my core
And to think before, I would just ignore
Whatever was said when they mentioned Lord
Now a thing so lost seems so restored
It was like I died, but I've been reborn
And the cold inside has turned to warmth
And I never had a dad, like you might've had yours
But I got a father and I call Him Lord
And now I know which path is the best and
I know where I'm headed, and where I should go
And I've turned my back from the ways of sin
And I've learned to repent, and I'm praising Him
Yeah, I'm feeling the hope

Praise God I'm not alone
I feel like I found the hope
Through the grace of God, I'm here today, and
I'm so assured I am saved
Because He
Helped me, helped me, helped me, helped me, helped me
He Helped me, helped me, helped me, helped me, helped me
Helped me yeah, He helped me yeah
He helped me yeah

Written by:
Henry Ward

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