Edward Sha - anti

Last night
I dreamed you walked out my life
It was so seamless, got me thinkin'
How'd I fuck it all up in one night?
Last time
That I made a poor choice
It went alright
But I can't escape this easy, I can't behave so sleazy
If I want you to stay mine
Oh, oh, oh
Why do I say shit like this out loud?
Oh, oh, oh
I need to learn to contain what's unsound
Imagine all the shit I'd say if I was anti-sober
I'd ramble on about the guys that I'm not really over
Hope I don't bruise your heart with my emotional bulldozer
But know I'm anti-'us not bein' together'
Imagine on one awful day I ran our romance over
I'd desperately try to return the respect that I'd stolen
Hope I can resew all the strings that I've recklessly broken
If you leave, know I'm here, I'm always open
Tonight
Texting you to apologize
They've been delivered
I think us is severed
I'm sorry that I wronged your right
Oh, oh, oh
Why do I say shit like this out loud?
Oh, oh, oh
I need to learn to contain what's unsound
Imagine all the shit I'd say if I was anti-sober
I'd ramble on about the guys that I'm not really over
Hope I don't bruise your heart with my emotional bulldozer
But know I'm anti-'us not bein' together'
Imagine on one awful day I ran our romance over
I'd desperately try to return the respect that I'd stolen
Hope I can resew all the strings that I've recklessly broken
If you leave, know I'm here, I'm always open
I'm too fearless, I don't feel it, I'm insensitive
Sorry you had to deal with me actin' like a bitch
Now it's over, yet I'm sober
I fumbled the bag
That held all our history
It's all gone in a flash
Imagine all the shit I'd say if I was anti-sober
I'd ramble on about the guys that I'm not really over
Hope I don't bruise your heart with my emotional bulldozer
But know I'm anti-'us not bein' together'
Imagine on one awful day I ran our romance over
I'd desperately try to return the respect that I'd stolen
Hope I can resew all the strings that I've recklessly broken
If you leave, know I'm here, I'm always open

Written by:
Edward Sha

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